High Heels, Hot Wheels and Baby: July 2008

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

I dont realized today is the day until i watched buletin utama TV3. To be honest, i wasnt really remember what happen in this day, poor thing right. I do learned this while i was in MRSM, IIUM and my other place of study but it seems like it's all gone when i start to my career. How i missed to sit in Usrah, Taklim etc. where we learned and shared Islamic tought, issues and history. Oh did i mention i was Naqibah when i was in IIUM? Haha.. i cant believe it either. I conducted Usrah once a week but i know it wasnt very good session overall. I did it in my own simple way, and of course refering to manual given. Because my knowledge is limited. I dont have any hadith or quranic verses in my head to related whatever issue we talked like other naqibah do. Kesian betul junior2 tuuu.. belajar sendiri lah dek eh.. =P Akak bace hadith jawi pun merangkak lagik... sampai sekarang pun sebenarnye... I was planned to fast today. Bukan puase sunat ke hape ke, puase qada' tak habis lagik. But i cancelled. My body too tired, too stress. Did i mentioned what happen to me this week and last week? Oh, lame gile tak blog rupenye... Last week, hmmm nothing interesting. I stressssss with my work.. so on Friday, me and my crime partner, went to retail theraphy. Retail teraphy sampai bankrupt. I bought 3 tops, 1 handbag, 1 sandal... Was thinking to buy new long wallet and another handbag and watch and wehhhh byknye and... lucky i can controlled my nafsu serakah ni.. On the weekend, i do nothing but Sunday we out to Garden, mind you i never go out to shopping mall on weekend. Kampung gile kan? Me and hubby, even mase bercintan cintun dulu pun, never outing on weekend. Weekend dating kedai mamak.. actually everyday.. Pergila mane-mane pun, balik singgah jugak kedai mamak melepak. Pasal tu mak aku bengkek ngan aku... dah macam anak laki dia jek.. Asik2 cakap nak gi minum... =P Ok back to Garden story, sebenarnye teman my mom gi buat facial. Mengenangkan Zaim dah bosan duk umah, ok gak la bawak dia jalan-jalan main-main kat Garden. 4 hours lepak sane, enough to make me headache. Gile ramai orang. Serabut pening rimas. Jakun pun ade gak la to see these million people walking here and there.. plus it is a salary week.

Tengah lepak jumpe lak member...

Hmmm but one thing that spark my love, my mood, hubby did bought me something that i really like. =) TQ veli mas dear! Cayang Bie!

This week, thinking bout work makes me wanna die... On Monday, i was working like hell, having good attitude struggle my brain my fingers to complete the task. It works, thank God! Looks like i need to work under pressure, like putting my own gun to my head. But it wasnt 100% working. Then my dearest hubby called, he wasnt feel very well, he cant wakeup, fever, flu, stomach ache, diarrhea and all. So i need to rush back home, to pick my lil boy at nursery. Normally hubby did it. But i arrived late, at 7. Lil Zaim dah majuk... Jenuh gile nak pujuk... Then at night, i sent hubby to clinic and took care of them both until 12 midnite. When they both sleep, i open my laptop continue my work. I finish at 6.30 am in morning. But only 90% completed. But in the conference call with U.S team at 9am, i lied to them, told them it is completed. I need to lie or else seriously they will shot me. End of my life, i will not write this blog. Then you will miss me. So dont blame me for telling lie. Haha. Without nite sleep, i still came to office, working like crazy, and i even fasting (i am running out of time to qada my fast...)... and my work is still there 90% completed. I failed to make it working 100%! Demmit! Naaahh i gotta stop. My head will explode at anytime. So today, Wednesday i was so fresh after 12 hour night sleep- hmm not really.. Zaim not well last night, cough, vommit and flu.. I think he get it from his Babah. But still oklah since i still manage to sleep. But once i arrived to office, my team lead assigned me another suicide-task which due next week. Actually it were 3 specs but they combined into 1? Yeah fair enough! Thanks! My partner in crime, let's do another retail theraphy session! This week! =P Wehhh mane citer pasal isra' mikraj nye? Forgive me kerana melencong.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

there are a lot to write...

Yeah.. but i decided not to write. It wasn't interesting... believe me... except if u listen the full version story; live version... edisi anyam ketupat.. ahaks! line tak clear la beb. =P Last week i went to Penang for my sis in law convocation day. Overall it was the most hectic trip for me. I believe Zaim agree with me, so do Bie. But this baby and hubby are an angels. Especially Zaim. Am so thankful i have him, such a strong happy good baby. I know he tired, stress but he does not get grumpy cranky at all. Also he didn't cry. If else, i believe i will be mad or worst, hysteria. Tension with all the things happen there, tired myself. But his smile cool me down. Gooood Boy!

Muke bosan jek...

Kusyuk driving @ Hotel.. @ Studio - Photography Session Convo Mak Lang Mommy and Zaim Bulat!

I was off on Monday. Too tired and too stress for work. God, give me strength to face this challenges. I hate these people, i hate what they did, i hate what they said, i hate their attitude, i hate to hate them. Or can you give me opportunity to fly away, working oversea at least? I hope you hear me. Ameen. Btw, i went to KLCC, dating with my love hubby. Watch Hancock. It was an OK movie for me. At least i can smile and laugh a bit after the bad days...
Tuesday, i went to work late. No. Actually i woke up early, 6.45am. But my 2 babies, woke up late. After they ready it was already 7.30am. Gosh. I have conference call at 8am. I was about to speed in MRR2 but then it was a bad traffic jammed. So i decided to call from home. Then i call my colleague, she told me the meeting will be at 9am. My mistake. I think i missed this point on last meeting. Probably i was busy chatting with my friends. haha. So i went breakfast, and i ate nasik lemak. It was heaven. This is the first time i eat nasik lemak after i wear this braces. Sambal Petai lagik. Since when i eat petai ek? Tetibe selera pulak makan sambal ikan bilis petai pagi tu. During the conference call, i watch Alias. Dont blame me. Because it was boring meeting. Status update, any problem on work request. The lead in U.S will ask one by one. When my turn is over, then technically i am free and other matter is not my business. After the call, i went to buy bunga telur for my hubby's worker. He's getting married this week. But it will be so simple event. I just have the call to help him, by sponsoring bunga telur, decorating bekas cincin & duit hantaran, and printing kad kawen. I know deep down inside he want these things, but i understand the budget is limited. My mom will lending him all her periuk, pinggan for masak2 and makan2 stuff. I hope the event will run smoothly and nicely. Ameen. Oh before i went to office, i went to see my dentist for my braces appointment. It was supposed to be done last week but I'm too busy for that.
Wednesday. My work almost finish. But something-i-don't-know-where-to-fix stop me. Stupid workflow. And this is why i create this entry. I am fasting actually. Ok, to be true, i have 15 days to ganti puasa. Banyak kan? 5 days is last 2 years one. hehe. I have reason. Tak sempat ganti because i deliver a baby. This year i have no reason. Bie doesn't want to pay fidyah this year. So i have no option, i will struggle to clear it by 1 month. Can ah?
Oh today is my brother's birthday, younger one. He is the last one. I am second last. Just now he told me he fell down with his motorcycle. Kesian. He study in UIA or IIUM or whatever u call it. Quantity Surveyor. I wonder what to give him. Cash will be good kan? He can buy anything he like. I am actually thinking to buy him wifi card for his PC as he really annoy me, he connect the modem using the cable, and it does caused my wifi signal so slow and unstable. Aci tak? Mom is planning for surprise party tonight. Makan satay.
What to eat buka pose ni? There goes my days. -Jangan riak. Tak baik-