Brooks Half Marathon 2013

Hehe.. ni pon backdated. Tapi wajib la kan wrote down my achievement hihi.. Am proud to announce I had completed my first 10km run last month.

Preparation, I had all my gadget set. Yea.. memang beriya sgt macik sorang ni.. Hahaha sume bende nak bawak.. Eeee takpelah kan, if that will boost my confidence level.

Frankly, tak confident pon nak lari time ni.. dah le February was a busy month. Turun jogging pon sempat few times je.. Tu pon tak mencapai target nak buat 10km. But takpelah kan.. First run je pon, so why so serious kan.. Hahah dah pesan siap-siap kat Bie.. standby tau incase I call you. Hahah kot kot kene pick me bawah pokok ke kat kedai makan ke... ;P

So that morning, we arrived around 5.30am, had our light breakfast at kedai mamak and then terus shoot to Stadium Bukit Jalil. Sampai-sampai, solat subuh. Kesian guys sebab surau lelaki kunci so terpakse share tempat amik wuduk and terpakse solat kat area stadium. Hope organizer bleh improve this next year.

After that, session warm up. Adooyaii.. main-main sungguh time ni.. Hahaah.. Gelak-gelak la.. cramp nanti nyesal hahaha...

Me and my hubby, hehe tapi kitorg lari asing-asing.. He was with his friend.. Hehe takpe tak kecik ati. I know am slower a bit. ;P

On your mark, get set, goooo... Haaa tapi, kami sibuk lagi amik gambar... Lupe gak nye objective asal nak masuk marathon.. ;P

Ok now terhegeh-hegeh nak join the crowd... Seriously lawak pulak rase pasal macam dalam perarakan plak dah.. Slow sangat nak sampai kat start line... 

And finally, after 1 hour and 36min, I reached the finish line. ;) Bie dah standby siap-siap kat situ to snap my pic.. Heheh..

And the happy couple with the tiny trophy ;P Hahaha

 

And my ladies! Yeay we did it!

In short, this 10km not that bad lah. We heard yang organizer kali ni tak berapa nak perfect. Tapi no comment sgt lah since this is our first kan. But yang paling taleh lupe, just after 10minutes of running, we saw one guy collapsed and there was a runner tried to gave him CPR. It was so demn scary. I heard the guy passed away tho. =( Lucky there was nothing bad happen to us. We still excited to join another run this coming June! Yeahh... let's run! ;P

Running Diary - Jan

Proud to note that I've been active running 5 weeks in a row for January, minimum twice a week! hehe.. mane penah kan serajin ni.. ;P Paling sukeeeee bile nike+ award my effort.. Owh believe me this apps really helps to encourage you to exercise...

 I am lucky to have 2 teams to jog with, my hubby and my colleagues.

Kalau weekend, selalunye lah jogging pagi... Bawak kiddos sekali.. so diorg leh main playground sementara tunggu Mommy and Babah deting sambil jogging.. heheh

Kalau weekdays lak, confirm lah jogging petang-petang lepas siap keje... Sekarang kebetulan tak busy. Bleh la curi mase skit jogging ngan kawan-kawan before balik rumah... ;P Tapi kadang-kadang my ladies ni tak leh teman, so end up jogging jugak ngan Bie.. Untung sekarang office dekat ;P

I have 4 favorite spots to run:

• KLCC Park - paling kerap jogging kat sini pasal keje sini.. mule-mule dulu satu round dah semput kotttt.. but now, bleh dah lah nak buat 3 rounds - within 40mins heheh... yang seronok kat sini petang-petang siap ade org tai chi, and aerobic hehe... kdg2 buat jugak muke tak malu join diorg heheh... Weekend ade gak dtg pagi-pagi sebab boys suke playground kat sini... pas jogging makan roti canai kat KLCC... hahaah top up balik lemak-lemak... ;P 

 

 

Bukti-bukti kukuh running with family... 

 

eh bukan patut kene snap gambar time lari kee hahaha.. ini setakat duduk sume orang bleh kottt.. hahaha.. eh tapi betullll I lari.. coach I  yg kat sebelah ni strict tau.. kalau penat nak stop harus wat muke nak pengsan hahaha.. ;P

Main teng teng.. susah kot skg.. apesal mase kecik-kecik dulu selambe je lompat dari no 1 smpi 10 sebelah kaki... ??? Stress tul taleh tunjuk terer kat kiddos hahaah...

Owh next is detik-detik cergas with my colleagues.. hehe.. banyak posing dari lari.. but takpela kan.. as long as we do sweat kan ladies.. heheh

 

 

 

• Taman Tasik Ampang Hilir - Best lari kat sini tapiiiiiii track dia tak loop... cer tgk route ni... maka terpakse patah balik bile dah sampai end... hampehhh skit la kot kalau dah penat kan...=P Hehe ade gambar route je.. tade gambar lain... sebab tersgt exhausted pas lari.. tak kuase nak posing bagai..

  

• Kepong Metropolitan Lake-Garden - huhu paling penat jogging kat sini pasal lake dia besauuuu kotttttt... memang tercungap-cungap le I... tapi best kat sini sebab meriah sgt... seronok tengok sume orang active especially main playground, cycling and kite.. hehe  

 

  

Tapi kan bahaya kot jogging kat sini pasal byk sgt orang jual makanan.. tengok je lah tu ngan eskrem and sengkuang kacang tu... ikut hati nak beli lagi macam-macam tapi coach jeling sudah hahaha...

• Taman Tasik Datuk Keramat - sini best sebab lake dia comel je.. playground pon best jugak sebab sambil main bleh tengok train.. hahaha my boys sampai ketika ini masih lagi jakun tengok train.. T_T Eh lagi melampau tade gambar.. hahah sat sat carik kat pacik gugel...

 

Ok tu je nak note. Bukan selalu rajin sihat cenggini... Haruslah bangga seminit.. ;P
Hopefully February, I akan lebih rajin and lebih fit and lebihhhhh kurus! Hahahah harapan sungguh! Actually kurus tu tak penting, yang penting sihat dan cergas.. iye tak? ;P

p/s:

 

Ini adelah detik kegemilangan ketika abis lari 3 rounds KLCC Park... phewwit! hehe aim to complete 8 rounds which is approximate 10km by end of February! 

twenty.13

Happy 2013 everyone! ;)

I never become so excited when it comes to new year... but not this year... I am soooo excited for 2013 to come and I am all set to achieve my new resolution. Wish me luck...

• Third Baby: Hehe planning for the third one is our first priority. Doakan ye. Murah rezeki kami nak timang baby baru... Zaim memang tak sabar nak adik... Everyday doa start bulan puasa aritu...

Ya Allah, tolong bagi saya adik twin girls, yang baik, yang comel, yang pandai dan yang sihat. Amin.

But I told him, kite bleh doa je, tapi Allah yang bagi. Kite kene terima je ape yang Allah bagi because Allah knows the best. So that dia tak frust kalau dapat adik girl or not twin. As for Aariz, baru je bagi green light. ;) Tapi kadang-kadang red light balik hahaha...

• Scream Free Mommy: This is my immediate goal. I recently developed habit of raising my voice to catch my-busy-fighting-boys' attention... but trust me, sometimes it does not work at all... Worst, sometimes they think it's funny and they stop fighting immediately and laugh out loud at me. I believe nobody like to yell to their kids but sometimes I just losing my temper and don't know how to manage and handle their tantrum. But am in the middle to achieve my goal. Thanks to Dr. Laura Markham. ;) Trust me, she really gives you good advice on this. Now I feel connected with my kids again. I hope I can continue to stay calm whenever the boys have their tantrums or fight.

 

• Get Fit: I want to jog at least twice a week... pusing seround dua KLCC park... just to get sweat. I am lucky as Bie sanggup teman kan wifey dia jogging, walopun amat le selow melow... Bie skg mmg rajin.. almost every evening jogging kt park sini.. Wife dia jogging jugak tapi dalam Suria hahaah... ;P But this year, rase semangat because my colleagues pon semangat... Paling semangat ialah bile shopping for running gear... Ladies kan... tang shopping memang kemain hebat...Hahah Running in styles la katakan... macam nak masuk marathon... ;P

So I have no excuse NOT to jog...

 

Oh btw, I start to consume suplements too... hehe dah 3 series rase badan dah tak kuat baru menggagau nak carik vits. But takpela kan.. not too late... ;P Thanks to CelikNutrisi ;)

 

Okay itu je.. ;)

Happy new year...

 

 

 

I am technically a swimmer! ;P

I recently learned how to swim. Yes, you read it right, am 30 and baru terhegeh-hegeh nak belajar swim…. All these while, tak pernah rase penting pon belajar swim ni… Yelah kan, selama ni kalau main pool main kat tempat yang sampai kaki je lah kan… Gelak2 main air with my kids is fun enough for me… ;P

Until one day, mase pool birthday party, suke hati je Zaim lari-lari and terjun kat adult’s pool… Babah nearly jump into the pool, while Mommy dah panic but did nothing since I dont know how to swim... Most likely I would drown kalau cuba tunjuk hero in this situation… Then, within 2 seconds Zaim jump up, sambil sengih2… “Woooo… dalam jugak eh” Boleh???? Anak ku yang sgt bertuah….Kalau tidak lencun dah baju Babah kamu...

Time tu I terfikir, kalau lah time tu Babah not around and something bad happen, how do I save my kids kalau me myself pon penakut pool kan? Swimming is non-negotiable life skill that I have to gain no matter what… Terus enrol swim class for ladies… Purposely carik kelas yg sume ladies termasuk trainer... Takmo la trainer laki kan walopun trainer maybe ensem and tough hehe... bukan ape.. Kalau sume ladies ni relaks skit la kot nak jerit ke ngada-ngada ke…Tadela malu sgt kan… We never know how we react bile takot kan... Tanak la jatuh saham... Hahaha…Sempat lagi kan? ;P

And after 12 hours session am proud to announce to the world that I can swim… I know somewhere here and there mesti tak berapa betul lagi my swimming technique… and I strongly believe there is 4 years old kid out there who can swim better than me… but I just don’t care… To me this is my biggest achievement in my life... Every time I swim across the pool, I feel very proud of myself... ;P Credit to my trainer, my swim mates and not to forget my darling Bie yang sentiase bagi support, walopun selalu buli saya at swimming pool…

 

Now, every week mesti masuk pool... gian! ;p

 That's me! ;P Jadi katak... kekekke

 

 Paling best, I can jump into the pool sebijik macam Zaim jump without any fear!!!! Weeehooo.. Baru tau kenape Zaim suke jump cenggitu dalam pool… Memang besttttt!!! I mean if you really know how to breath, jump up and swim for your life la kan… ;) And after this no more lah melepak tepi kolam rendam kaki... Kekhekhekh... Eksen!

Next, will enroll for intermediate level. Hope lepas ni rajin swim, pastu kurus ramping fit...*Tinggi betul cite2 saya* 

Serabutness

Uisshh banyaknyeee... (heh, copy ayat Zaim ni... =P) tapinye memang banyak pon... Aper yang banyaknye... Sgt banyak mende dalam pale otak... Lame ku menyepi sebab kepale sgt serabut... Kerje pun makin tak productive, akibat kemalasan melanda... Siang lagi best kalo main ngan Zaim. Malam laks dah tak berape larat nak stay up... Sebab sgt tak motivated!

Actually, my role has been extended til 31 July. Meaning, I have another month to stay at home. Bulan Ogos nanti baru saye masuk office, kot seminggu keje pastu beranak pun cun gaks.. Tayah pening masuk project baru... Tapi bukan nak citer pasal tu, ni nak citer aku teramat bengkek sebab kene extend ni... No. 1 bengkek sebab, aku dah set dalam pale ni, keje smpi 30 june jek!!! Pastu nak rehat coti-coti barang sehari dua... Best memangla best kene extend ni, sebab tayah gi office lagi sebulan... Tapi tak de la best mane kalo pikir bebanan keje... Sume orang dah roll off from this project, left only me and my team lead. Best tak? Mestila tak best... Gile! Memang keje gile! Sgt tak suke bile aku kene take over kerje2 team member lain.. Program kalo cun sume tak problem aku happy lah tapi bleh kate sume ade production issue, and the worst is, project nak go-live 1 Aug ni... So dpt bayangkan tak betapa bertubi-tubi emel setiap hari... Itulah punce kemalasan meningkat tahap dewa ni... Dah le pulak, my team lead akan berlepas ke U.S this Fri untuk support this project from onshore laks.. Maka tinggallah saye terkontang kanting di sini keje seorang diri menanggung beban keje2 mereka yang dah selamat cuci tangan masuk project lain... Sedih ok! Bukan sedih lah, tapi macam bengkek yang amat!

On the other note, saya serabut sebab... AdikBoy akan pop out in 45 days time... Preparation? Hahah.. memang langsung tak buat ape... Seriyessss!! Kot esok AdikBoy nak kua, memang alamat sume beli kat kedai kat spital la jawabnye. Emergency bag pun takde, barang nak isi dalam emergency bag pun tade... Bilik pun masih blom di siapkan untuk AdikBoy... Masih berkira-kira kat mane nak letak babycot ni.. Almaklumlah kami berempat nanti dalam bilik tu.. Macam sardin... Kesian tak? Kalo kesian, kasik umah sebijik... Heheh...

Start this week, aura panic dah melanda... Langsung takleh nak focus keje... Pastu baru kelam kabut nak bershopping tapi kan.. kan.. kan.. hahaah parents AdikBoy (siape parents AdikBoy angkat tangan???) ni skg tengah krisis le pulak... Kan ke Zaim baru ber bithday party... Hah.. jangan taktau... kami overbudget gegila punye... Tapi taper, bukan selalu kan? Setahun sekali... Yang penting happy! Jadi saya lagi panic... Dah timbul kesedaran, budget lak tak timbul... Taper.. Taper.. I learnt a lot from Becky.. Mesti ade cara punye! Hahaah... Cemane-cemane pun this week perlu jugak beli barang AdikBoy supaya Mommy tenang... Dalam pade tu, Mommy jugak pujuk AdikBoy to pop out once all barang dah ready.. AdikBoy dengar cakap kan kan kan... ;) Kasik Mommy at least 2 weeks ok!

Bibik, meanwhile tolong ye cuci baju newborn Zaim dolu-dolu.. Tenkiu Bibik.. Bibik tak payah iron baju-baju baby tu... Bukan AdikBoy nak pergi office pon... AdikBoy nak gune untuk nenen and tido je pon... Hah? Bibik nak jugak iron? Suke bibik la bibik oi... (Macam la bibik bace blog cik Puan dia ni...) Tapi memang la Bibik ni teliti.. Ade ke, baju baby pon dia gosok??? Sebab nak lipat cantik-cantik.. Tak tak.. aku tak complaint pon... Cume terkesima.. Aku gosok baju pun pikir 5 kali... Anta dobi lagi senang... singgit je.. ;P

My to-do-list yang buat saye serabut ialah.....

1. Birthday party Zaim
2. Attend kenduri Azren kat Batu Pahat
3. Amik passport Bibik dari agent
4. Buat I-Kad for Bibik
5. Siap-siapkan bilik for AdikBoy
6. Siap-siapkan baju and simpan baju AdikBoy dalam almari
7. Shopping barang AdikBoy
8. Shopping barang Mommy untuk bersalin
9. Prepare emergency bag
10. Bukak account Bibik
11. Renew road tax and insurance dumok.. time time ni lah nak expired nye pon...
12. Ade hal-hal bank perlu di setelkan
13. MidYear Review (malasnye nak kene datang ofis!)
14. Amik Travel Voucher kat ofis... (reward bagi pekerja samseng yang loyal kat company dia selame 3 tahun)
15. Ganti pose lagi 5 hari... kalo tak taleh beli baju raya... hukhukhuk... kesian btul...
16. beli pistol Zaim
17. update blog...
18. check sume kerje2 ex team mate and kawtim sume issue...
19. check sume spec sudah di upload and sume spec adelah complete..
20. tunggu baju AdikBoy from mothercare UK.. jauhnyee orderr.. save bajet nye pasal!

Confession...

I feel like being manipulated with someone closed... Why should they do this to me? I must confess here, am so sad each time it happen... I really wonder when is the time I can truly be happy like others? Yes, am fake now... All these while, people thought that am happy... Always happy... But the fact is you never know what is inside... ;( No one knows... I must say, Bie maybe rite, I don't have choice... I need to hold on... hold on... and hold on... but until when? Hopefully not until I closed my eyes forever... Hope one day Allah give me chance to be free from this problem... I am really bored with this kind of situation.. Really am... But now, all I need to do is just to be strong... for my babies, and my hubby. Even tho I am not really sure how long I can take this anymore... It really killing me inside... Please you pray for me... pray Allah make it easy for me, pray I can own a pure happiness.. without need me to WALK AWAY from them...

Low Blood Pressure...

Lately, I always feel weak and dizzy... Tu pasal menyepi... Pening aje... Tade energy... To be truth, I don't have many works pun last two weeks ni... Bleh kate melepak jelah kat umah, fix program situ sini sejam dua je... Pastu goyang kaki... Ade le keje-keje documentation tapi ala-ala malas gitu... Tapi my energy mcm selalu abih... Zero abih... Tambah lagi nak melayan si Zaim bile dia dah balik nursery... Ngeee... Memang laa rase penat yang amat... Worst ade hari tu, kene pulak sakit perut, diarrhea (sebab makan A&W rasenye... tu kan ade branch baru bukak kat J*sco Seti*wangsa... buat waffle keras cam biskot... Toksah datang situ..connie dog dia pun buat sakit perut... ) Lagi laa rase nak tumbang... So pergila check up si AdikBoy sekali, alang-alang nak mintak ubat sakit perut tu kan... Alhamdulillah, AdikBoy okay... ;) AdikBoy happy bersilangkaki, melambai2 Mommy mase scan tu... ;) But Mommy punye blood pressure low la pulak... Since last month actually... From what I read, it's normal je pun... Tak perlu risau ape-ape... Orang pregnant normal la low blood pressure ni... Ade yang high jugak kot... Depends... Maybe I dehydrate kot sebab selalu rase pening especially bile bangun dari duduk or bangun dari tidur... Maybe Mommy kene lebih banyak minum air, lebih banyak exercise, lebih banyak amik healthy food and dan garam and all lah. Too many too list... Sungguh tak best rase pening2 ni... Sebab banyak mende nak buat actually bile kat umah ni... Time free tade keje ni kan... Tapi dek kerane pening, sudahnye I only menggelepek atas katil... Lagi lah rase tak bermaya... Segala to-do-list masih lagi to-do-list... Tak buat ape pun.... Cemane ek nak normal kan balik blood pressure ni... supaya lebih bertenaga? Adekah dengan memiliki dengan Si Parker.... atau maybe Si Sabrina....

Hikhikhikihk... mau kene lepuk ngan Bie nanti... ;P Tapi kalo kene lepuk pastu dapat salah satu ni, I rela... hehehe... Tapi seriyes la memang suke bangat dengan both of them... ^_^ Menikam kalbu sungguh!

Walopun am not so stable kan, but these two weeks I sangat happy dapat berdating2 ngn Bie... Lepas lah tengok Confession of Shopaholic and Fast and Furious. Dedua movie tengok on Wednesday, pay less... heheh... Plan for movie marathon in one day tapi time tak mengizinkan so terpakse la drag tengok satu movie in a week. Shopaholic memang wajib tengok. I kan peminat... Betul... The only novels yang I bought and read... Kalo novel lain tak pernah di beli.. Kalo try beli pun gerenti tak bace... Buku bace I bukan I yang bace... hahaah... Saje buat tolak duit income tax... Hah? Tak caye I do read??? Ni buktinye... ;) Bie tu konon jadi fan Sophie Kinsella kat Facebook.. Tipu betul.. Hahaha sinopsis buku tu pun tak penah bace... ;P

Heh baru perasan.. bile selongkar balik buku2 ni.. Ade 2 missing la pulak... Confession of Shopaholic and Undomestic Goddess... Alaaaa... ;( maneee laaa budak 2 org ni nyuruk ni... tsk tsk tsk... Harus beli balik ni walopun bukan nak bace lagi pun... Rase cam incomplete le pulak... But rasenye I enjoy more bace buku dia dari tengok movie ni... Minah tu plastic sket lah... Tak macam dalam buku tu... Tu je la yang tak best... Rasenye actress yang sesuai utk watak ni kene ala-ala Sandra Bullock ke Julia Roberts ke... Sempoi habis... Tapi mamat tu, hensem abis laa... Tak tau la dia ni kalo tengok movie lain tadela cair sgt pun... But in this movie macam best gile, kene sgt watak Luke macam dalam buku... Comel! *Cop cop.. Bie pon comel gaks ok... (Kang ade yang majukss laks.. ;P)

Cute kan mamat ni... ^_^

And cerite Fast & Furious pulak memang citer Bie.. Wajib jugak tengok. This time in my opinion sgt ganas dan sgt kurang pasal race.. Kirenye ade jalan citer la jugak... And sebab kete-kete dalam movie tu sangat laju... maka satu kete pon susah nak cam... But memang best la jugak.. ;)

And more to add, this week dapat makan sushi jugaks... Actually memang craving nak makan sushi tapi tade time sgt, and orang pun duk advise jangan makan raw food kan… But sekali bleh la kan kire halal.. hehe.. Kang meleleh air liur AdikBoy… cheh alasaaaaan… ;P Tapi Mommy tak makan la yang raw sgt pun… Yang penting dapat makan Kodomo Bento, Edamame, Salmon Steak, Ebikko, Maki Sushi.. Huuuishh makan tak ingat jugak tu… ;P Kalo ade rezeki, time and skill, memang teringin nak buat sendiri… Ahaks.. Bileee laaa tu… ;P

*isk aku ni, nak update blog punye la payah.. pastu dah update 4 batu tak benti... ;P

Semakin senang hati...

• Firstly, nak congratulate my cousin, Oja kat Jepun nun, telah selamat melahirkan baby boy yesterday. Sangat la happy! ;) Affan sudah ade adik... Ko rehat elok2 kat spital ok... Manual dah siap kan untuk kasik cik Abang ko... So dont worry, the boys will be okay kat rumah tu... ;P Cepat2 upload gambar tau and introduce kat kitorg second hero ko...

• Secondly, my workload dah settle, but still have new spec to do la.. standard la.. keje mane penah abih ye tak... Tapi yang sepatutnye siap before code freeze tu dah kawtim, dah legaaaa sgt.... And semakin saya senang hati, bile SRM lead kat sane, dah pun booked me for next phase... Awww.. terharunyeee bile dia cakap: "I responsible for SRM project. There is a big possibility we will continue to Phase 2, after go lives. There several other modules from SRM that we may implement. I like to have you as my offshore developer - cool??" Sangat puas hati okay bile functional consultant di sane appreciate my hardwork... Before this, cemane kite hempas pulas pun, jarang diorg appreciate, but this project sume nye baik-baik...I really love this project. Such a wonderful team I have. Tak pernah marah if am stuck anywhere, they put their confidence on me, and they really understand if I explain about the problem with the program and why I need time to solve it. Kalo project sebelum2 ni, we work as if the gun is direct to our head. Lambat? You die! Problem? Your job to solve. Serious tension... But I replied to them, I am actually pregnant my second child and the role might not suitable for me because it will only go live 2010. And I will have long maternity leave Aug-Oct... which I personally think it is unfair for them if I work sekerat2 kan... Unless they okay with that, am more than happy to work with them again.

• Time flies, Zaim's second birthday is only couple of months a head. I don't plan anything yet for him. Maybe a simple party at my house again. At nursery not yet sure if we will have another party there because, maybe time tu Zaim dah stay home with Bibik...A special gift for him? Not yet decided, but something that is very useful for him to learn.

• My sis in law wedding is also around the corner - 31'st May 2009. And saya sangat susah hati because, rumah baru my family in law still tak siap lagi. Bukan jauh pun kat Taman Melawati jugaks. Eventho, they had booked a wedding planner and all, I still think there are many to things tak setel. Mende kecik2 tu, sekarang memangla tak nampak, but later mesti kelam kabut. And looks like they only do it once they move in to the new house - which I dunno when! Hopefully, mid April. Dengan busy nak pindah nanti, nak beli furniture lagi and my project pulak go-live that time. Sangat serabut... ;( Time tu nanti saya dah boyot. Dengan nak handle Zaim, nak handle project. Agagagaga~

• Haritu, lagi saya susah hati sebab my mom kate nak renovate rumah. So, I will need to move to my family in law la kan... Tapi rase nye macam tak terdaya untuk berpindah randah time ni... Rumah in law, 2 tingkat, bertangga-tangga... Jadi perhatian perlu lebih kat Zaim yang selalu lari tak pandang depan. Dan again saya sangat sibuk with my work. Kalo in this house, single storey. Senang. Zaim jarang ke dapur unless with me. Most of the time, dia lepak kat hall, main kat hall. Toy sume kat hall. Tengok TV and tgk Barney kat laptop sambil me buat kerje kat hall jugak. Sangat senang nak monitor. And my room pun sebelah je hall ni. So kalo dia sleep and terjaga sgt senang nak tengok. I cant imagine myself naik turun tangga, to check him bile he sleep kat rumah in law. Zaim bukan bleh bunyi sket kiukkkk pun mesti terjaga, that's why dia tidur dalam bilik, tak penah tido kat hall. in short, if we really move out to rumah my family in law, memang segala rutin berubah. But lucky my mom kate, next year baru nak renovate. Sangat lega. At least time tu, Mommy pun dah bersalin, dah ade maid. Baby dah besar sket and Zaim pun dah semakin besar and bleh kot nak mendengar arahan Mommy - hopefully. So maybe tade masalah sngt nak handle. But the problem is, tade sape lak nak monitor maid kalo we move out from my mom house kan. PIL still keje. Caneee nii... ;( Tawakal to Allah jelah harap maid sangat buleh di harap.

• Recession, sedikit sebanyak bulan ni kami terkena tempiasnye. Harapnye tak lama tempias ni... Dah le kene bayar income tax lagi. Service kete lagi. Maid lagi. Dan lagi. Dan lagi.

Currently...

Am pretty depressed with current situation.

;(

Hope everything gonna be okay soon.

Me @ Tawau? No way!

Just now, I went to Citibank KL to pay my credit card debt. Pastu dah alang-alang tu, tergerak hati nak print penyata KWSP for 2008 - nak berangan kaya tengok balance dlm account tu... ;P Amat lah suprised bile tengok my address stated in the statement "91008 TAWAU SABAH"... Weihhh... gilooo.. bile mase lak aku jadi orang Sabah ni kan... Datang Sabah pun tak penah... Agak cuak jugak takot kot kot ade orang ade palsukan IC aku ke ape kan... So I rushed to Jabatan Pendaftaran kat Taman Melawati. Check detail kat myKad cip tu, lega bile address still lagi @ Taman Melawati, KL. Yang pelik tu, last year nye statement still betul... And I never do any transaction with KWSP pun... Cemane bleh jadi Tawau lak ye? Maka esok harus double check kt KWSP... Kot ade orang mencarum dalam akaun aku best gak... ^_^ Tapi kalo orang tu kebas duit aku, nayaaaaa... huhuhu risauuu... ;( *Dalam hati, buleh ku agak angkara siapa yang memutarbelitkan detail2 aku... mugkin kah pengundi hantuuu... phm phm sendirilah ye...

p/s: gi le check korang nye detail... kot kot terlepas pandang...

Jom ganti puase...

Today, am fasting. Dah masuk hari kedua dalam usaha untuk mengganti puase. Mak aihhh... Sangat banyak. Ade 14 hari. 5 hari adelah carry forward yang telah kene fidyah tahun lepas... tsk tsk tsk... ;( tak smpt nk ganti daaa... Dan sebab kene denda tu, Bie kasik rule, taleh beli baju raya sampailaaa dah abih ganti puasa... So usaha mengganti puasa perlu dimulakan dari sekarang... Sementara perut belom memboyot ni kan... Nanti tak larat pulak... Lagipun my expected due date is 22 Aug 08 which is 1st Ramadhan. Meaning, besar kemungkinan I will not being able to fast the whole Ramadhan nanti. Juga bermaksud, banyaklahhhh lagi nak kene ganti poseeee next year... 30 days???... So it is better for me to clear my debt before bertambah lagi 30 kan... Walaupon I might still under confinement during Hari Raya nanti, baju raya adelah wajib ade... Mau meroyan kalo tade baju raya kan... ;P

*Nak buka ape ye hari ni? Ikan bakar anyone? ;P

2.45 am...

I couldn't sleep... The truth is, I am so worried about my future maid. Not yet picked one but I had contacted few agents asking for biodata to review. I have few that win my heart, but still I cant make any decision yet. I know it does not depends on their look, their background or the agent. So it's not easy to choose one but based on this info at least you can make your own judgment before choosing them. But I think the agent pun kene same baik jugak. In case of anything, bleh la di harap kan... Takot agent lepas tangan duit pun lebur...

Huishh hari sudah mau pagi, both heroes dah lame berlayar. Esok cuti lagi. Tadi best sgt, morning teman Bie pergi Audi Specialist, check up si Odah. ;) Then we went out lunch kat Kg Baru - tapi hari hari pun lunch same-same.. hehe.. Then pergi tengok movie citer Punisher.. sangat ganas but i like... ;)

There goes my day. The rest, I spent my time googling about maid.

Tomorrow kalo gaji dah masuk, bleh la bershopping ;) Lalalala...

2 days leave...

Hopefully,today bleh cuti dengan aman-tenteram.

No emails. No calls. No meeting. Or. Whatsoever.

Reason cuti pun sebab carry foward leave for last year nak expired next month.

Allow me please... Please... Please... Please...

Nak gi dating... ;)

Nak gi dating... ;)

Yehaaa...

Tinggi betol harapan untuk bersantai...

Nite-nite sume...

Uban...

This morning, mase sedang membelek-belek muke depan cermin, sambil meneliti gigi-gigi yang hampir most aligned and checking the braces wire, I was sooo suprised. What is that??? OMG.. aku ade uban.. huhu.. walopun sehelai je tapi cukup la membuatkan aku rase cam... hahah sungguh tua... Tu yang aku nampak, tapi tak tau la kot kot dalam rambut aku tu ade berape lagi kan... Tuanya saya... Time really flies!

Enjoying Sunday ;)

Alhamdulillah, today baru bleh amik nafas lega. At least untuk sehari dua ni… Somemore today is Sunday. Memang patut berehat kan… Esok Public Holiday. Hopefully onshore team did not request me to work lah. Absolutely so jealous to see people in KL had a long weekend for 3 times since CNY. Tadi kol 6am baru tido, siapkan program. So relief when my teamlead said it’s all now working fine, after all the issues yang buat my project manager upset. Biasela when the work involve so many people kan? Yang ni depends on this, yang tu depends on that... At the end, the last person who handle get the blame...This morning I woke up late around 10. Hmm tapi sebab hati lapang, so agak gembira lah. Eventho tak cukup tido, tapi amat puas hati bleh basuh baju. Banyak nyeh. 3 trip basuh. Sampai tade tempat nak sidai kain. =P Then bleh gomol-gomol si motak tu.. Hihi Zaim kembali gondol. Cian dia past 2 weeks ni Mommy busy sgt, main gitu-gitu je ngan Zaim. Most of the time main sembang-sembang je. Main gomol-gomol pun time nak tido. Spend la 30mins-1hour bagi dia puas gelak-gelak. Tau dia rindu sangat ngan Mommy sebab Mommy asik la duk conference call, ngadap laptop. Sket-sket datang, Mak… Mak… Cium pipi, datang pelok… Huhuh..

Ni muke muke Zaim yang sangap tunggu Mommy nak main... Mate pun dah separuh... Perut pun kenyang.. Tunggu time nak tido sebenarnye...

Kadang-kadang rase guilty to this lil one kat dalam perut ni. Aduhai… Mommy kerje teruk. Makan pun ala kadar… Rase sungguh teruk… Mase pregnantkan Zaim dulu, kerje lebih kurang teruk, tambah lagi mulut teamlead time tu yang tade insurans tu memanglah buat kan Mommy pressure but that time Mommy tade masalah makan. Makanan sentiase berkhasiat untuk Zaim. Susu, buah, daging, sayur, nasi, supplement sume memang terjaga. No wonder Mommy naik lebih 20kg kekhekhe… Pecah rahsia… ;P But this baby, Mommy makan jugak nasik tapi lauknye tak seimbang sgt lah. Adelah sayur and ikan, tapi itu jelah. Makanan tambahan tak banyak Mommy makan. Buah sepotong dua je, susu memang Mommy tak minum, Mommy amik soya je… Kembang tekak bile nak minum. Tapi supplement memang Mommy tak missed. To all Mommies, just to share Mommy suke amik Neurogain selain dari Acid folic. This is good to baby’s brain. ;) But now, dah ade Obimin Plus. So no need to buy separate Neurogain lepas ni. Sebab sekarang Doctor blom bagi Mommy Obimin, sebab tu Mommy kene beli asing. Time flies, Mommy dah lepas 1st trimester. Badan dah okay dah stable lah. Tade pening-pening. Cume Mommy cepat masuk angin dalam perut or cepat sakit kepala. Walopun makan on-time tetap jugak masuk angin. So biasenye Mommy kene amik ubat angin jugak. Untuk legakan sakit. Banyak jugak pil nak ditelan untuk sehari... *kalau Mommy tak sehat lah... Okaylah, Zaim dah bising,nak mamam nana… (makan goreng pisang… ;P) tiap2 petang mesti nak goreng pisang… ;P Hari ni atuk Zaim tak meniage.. so kene gi minum kat luar, beli goreng pisang orang lain. Ok tata… Hmmm… here are latest photo of Zaim yang gondol and sangat boring... So dia ajak Mommy main flashcard... ;)

Pecah Record...

Record 2009.

Code program for almost 18hours non-stop.

• 7am-7pm.. adele bgn kejap for solat, pee, and amik air. Makan pun tepi laptop. Sib baik Bie ade beli nasi lemak 2 bungkus and milo ais.. Bleh la mkn sambil debug.
• 7pm-1am.. stop 30min utk mandi... (dari pagi tak mandi ;P) solat and gi pasal malam. Makan mlm pun tepi laptop... Sambil mate jeling TV.. citer knight rider yang baru tuuuu.. lagend abih..

Kenape aku rajin sgt ni??? Tak tak, aku tak rajin, aku kene dera ngan onshore teamlead tu... Ade ke diorg nun kat U.S tu nak jugak program aku siap walopun requirment sume tak confirm lagik... Diorg sanggup menunggu sampai late night, konon-konon kalo aku tade stuck ape2 bleh la direct tanye diorg, tapi weihhh... tension tau, orang duk tunggu aku coding, sket2 call, sket call.. Mane aman... Lari logic pale otak aku sume.. Sedih tau, rase cam kene letak kat tali gantung je... Penat sgt... Sakit pinggang lagi... It will be easier kalo sume requirement tu, test data all ready, aku dengan senang hati bleh buat coding. Ini sume mende tak sure... Aku tnye memanjang tak tau pastu tuka logic... Cemane le program aku nak siap... Bile client nk demo, tau pulak gelabah, pastu yang kene push akuuuuuuuuuuu jugak..

note: tak tau korang paham ape aku bebel-bebel ni... tak kire le paham ke tak, nak jugak ngaduuu...

Naik Angin - I had a bad day today

Today I was really pissed off. With all the workload, and a meeting and a 18mos-son to take care. It is not that I cant juggling with these works. I can. I had plan everything, including woke up as early 5.30am to be sure that I am well prepared for my conference call. And I had plan to make sure that Zaim should be at nursery at that time or I hope Bie could give me a hand to take care him during my conference call. But then sume yg aku plan tak jadi. *ask me, is it so hard to manage this? and my answer is no and i dont believe why hal ni pun taleh nak di sort out kan * During the conference call, yeah, a lot of issue, a lot of noise really make me pissed off as I cant listen well what my team lead said. My head is dizzy - yes, saya mabuk, and my head is spinning, sentiase berpusing. And my mom did not understand that I am on meeting, asking to do this and that. What I need from them is co-operation. Please help me. It's not always happen but I do really appreciate if they could help me during my important hour. It's not that long. Less than an hour. Is it so hard?

I bet next time I better do all by myself, make sure things goes well without hoping for others to help. Because once they cant commit, yang kene nye aku. Not them! I lost all the hope today

Deep down inside, I was sad, to hear Zaim was crying out loud for more than 30 minutes, and I do nothing to comfort him. *=( Only when the call was ended, I run to hug him and to ease him. Sorry, boy, next time I'll send you to nursery early so u don't feel left out bile mommy meeting.

Nak cerite ape ye...

My works start to menimbun dan terus menimbun. Masuk today, baru hari ke-3 and I have been assigned 3 specs. Not even one finish yet. Biaselah kan baru gear 1. How's my working hours doing with me? Hah.. Tak pasal-pasal aku kerje lebih mase... Okay, started at 6am, then working til 10am or 11pm... Depends if I feels like to come to office or not, then I grab my lunch... and next continue working til 5 or 6 sampai Zaim balik... Do you read me??? Meaning keje dari subuh sampai ke maghrib... I hope esok lusa I can up my gear to 3 or 4. Keje siap cepat, baru la happening work from home... Anyway, tadi jalan-jalan kat facebook, tengok Bie ade upload gambar yang cukup sentimental gituu.. Inilah dia Dumok & GLR.. Cantik tak Dumok? Hensem tak GLR@Barney? -sebab kaler dia purple hijau ;P tapi tapi sayangnyeee GLR dah merantau ke tempat lain... Maka Dumok pun dapatla boyfriend baru name dia Odah.. (ehhh.. Odah name pompuan leee.. ahaks!)

Ade few things urgent nak kene buat ni... All this need to be done by latest:

• tonite..

1. Fill up Annual Review form.. - malassss
2. Complete 3 High-level Tech Spec in APSE. - 1 more to gooo
3. Timesheet rejected.. 23.12.2008 hari ape ni ek.. ape le aku isi smpi kene reject ;(
4. Timesheet for Digital River - baper byk kali kene isi daaa...

• tmoro

1. Checkup tengok baby... Doctor wan ooo doctor wan.. jgn cuti lagi esok ye...
2. Review another 2 Func Specs and prepare questions to FC.. - 1 more to go
3. Complete the 1st spec assigned. - 50% done.

New routine

New year, new project, new working hours.

I had just informed by my team member that we will be working from 6am-2pm and only required to come to office once a week, that is every Tuesday for conference call. The rest, I will work from home. I accepted this new working hours, with.. ermmm I can say, happy but not so happy lah. Dah biase actually keje odd hours camni. Dulu with TXU, ade time tu 2 bulan aku keje 10pm-7am... Tak kenal bulan, tak jumpe matahari...

Happy, because yeah, I dont need to rush to office every morning, and since I finish my work @ 2pm, I can go for movie with Bie. ;) Meaning extra time for dating. And in case Zaim is sick, I can monitor him from home. I also can save my money as I dont need to pay more for petrol. What else? Yeah, I can watch TV and relax or sleep in case I have finish my work. I also can have lunch with Bie or cook for him?? erkk.. not sure if am able to do it... Keep it for laters... What else?? Oh.. I don't need to stare at my wordrobe to choose top to wear, -- yeah, because I have very limited maternity clothes to choose from. I can do cleaning anyday I preferred to.. And I can go shopping anyday I want to too.. ;)

But, am not so happy, because I will have less communication with my officemate, no more sneaking out during office hour, no more eat-like-monster when we feels likes to, no more craving for food and hunt like there is no tommorow. Of course we do chatting and all. YM, Gtalk, Skype, and MSN are all legal in our office, but I prefer to communicate face to face, discussing our spec, get some opinions from senior... I will miss my table, my coffee machine.. - not sure if it worth to be missed. Maybe because kat rumah nak minum air, kene buat leee.. Kat office main tekan jee... and I have no chair and table in my house that comfort as I had in my office. *Reason to get new one, but I have no space, nanti my mom bising mane lagi nak letak barang2 nih... The furniture in her house, actually more than enough. Sampai tade tempat nak letak dah... ;P Beli beli beli... Not just me actually, dia pun same daaaa.. I need new home... So I can have my own mini office... ;(

Work from home, actually gives me flexibility in completing work. Am not kind of person that so concerntrate to work for 8 hours. I kinda person who need to warm up first, reading email. Browsing for gossip and handbag, and blogs too. Then only I get hooked by my work. If I really hooked with my work, mind you, I will never care about other things. But if am not, haha I will not do my work. Terrible kah? Tak baik judge me like that... I know my responsiblity, and I never let my malas-kerje attitude menguasai saya... ;P What I do, is I will work late night, if there is no much progress during my working hours.. Kire qada' balik lah... Sampai ke subuh pun takpe.. Tu pasal dulu aku imsomnia... Heheh.. That's me. You can count on me... ;)

Back to office mode.

Sangap gile. Lucky tadi Has dtg half day, teman aku lunch and ade le jugak teman aku nak bersembang. Ni dia dah balik. Aku duk sorang2 je kat row aku. Gile! Patut aku sambung cuti or work from home je. Nak balik, tapi dah ade work assignment pulak. Terkial2 sungguh ngan proj baru ni.. Tapi sempat jugak ni update blog. Ngelat sungguhhhhh... Pejam celik actually dekat 2 minggu jugak aku cuti. Padanla berat je montot nak pergi office hari ni. Time cuti tu tade ape sgt aku buat. Jap, revise balik to-do-list.

1. Dating and tengok movie. Dah pergi sekali aritu.. Nak lagi sekali.. ;P - Tak sempat le pulak. ;(
2. Dentist appointment
3. Buy handbag idaman kalbu... Doakan aku dapat ye beg tu this Friday. Nanti aku eksen sket lah kat sini kalo dapat.. ;)- Usah di kenang!
4. Buy trike for Zaim. Sian Zaim... Asik naik basikal kat kedai basikal je.. Mommy cerewet sangat.. - Sakan btol dia naik 'toto' dia.. perasan naik motor ;P
5. Buy Barney for Zaim. Dia bestfriend Barney sekarang ni... Celik mate, wake mommy up, then sibuk suh pasang Nini dia.. Nak nini.. Nak nini.. Haritu dia nampak patung barney tu, peluk kuat punye.. Punyele sayang barney tu.. Aiseh.. Mommy ingat hero mommy tak main patung2 ni.. Hahah.. Mommy offer kete besar pun Zaim bleh geleng tamo.. Nak Barney jugak.. Pasni bleh la Zaim peluk cium Barney tu.. Hahah Barney tu lagi besar dari Zaim!... Nanti mommy beli okay! Haritu pergi Singapore, Zaim ternampak patung Barney. Menjerit2 nak kan Nini dia. So belikan lee.. Mommy ingat nak beli yg besar, buat kawan time tido.. Tapi dh tak sabar sgt nak barney kecik tu jugak... Masuk ni dah 2 patung barney lagu2 tu dia ade... *sigh tak jadila beli yg besar dah. Nanti byk sgt pulak.
6. Buy supplement for... ermm.. taleh btau.. laters.. Neurogain + Acid Folic.
7. Meet my doctor for medical check up.- 5 Jan 08 - Doctor cuti le pulak
8. Kemas baju yang berselerak kat depan almari... Half way done. Tinggal ciput je lagik
9. Kuarkan my ol clothes from storage box, bawah katil... Terase nak pakai balik baju baju tuu.. ;) - sudah ku gantung semula baju2 maternity ku di almari. Tunggu boyot je nanti, terus pakai.
10. Wedding -

• Sara 20 Dec Kemensah Height
• Along Zeanna 26 Ampang
• Dee 28 Dec Gombak tak pegi pun sebab pegi JB
• Kak Nor 27 Dec JB
• Oyen 28 Dec JB

Okeyla tu, sket2 je tak dpt complete. Sebab sampai awal, kenduri pun blom ala-ala meriah and Zaim pulak terjakun nampak elephant, so kitorg pun menyinggah le kat Zoo Johor tu. Aiseh, umah tepi Zoo Negare pun tak visit lagi, Zoo Johor jugak yang sampai dulu. Heheh.. Tapi paling seronok time pergi JB tu sempat jugak kami menyinggah ke Singapore - demi makan Nasik Ayam Penyek and Sup Merah. Layan habissss.. Datang Singapore semata-mata makan jek. Yelah limited time. Esok ade wedding lagi. So taleh le lelame sgt. Okey, as usual enjoy photos..

Sib baik mamat ni tido lenaaa.. Jem gile!!!!

On the way nak pergi tuka duit, kat atas jejantas. Benti amik gambar sebab Zaim jakun tengok car and bas.The food yummy!!!!

Dekat Woodland. Tu Zaim kemaruk Barney. Baper hari tak jumpe, tak dengar suare Barney. ;P