Susah Hati

I still susah hati... keep praying to Allah, sume akan okay. But looks like Allah already help me with few of my problem yang buat saya susah hati.

1. I had booked my maid from Jawa - deposit 3.5k! Mahal kan cost maid ni sekarang. 7k macam harge hantaran kawen jeeee... ;( She's married with 2 kids, ages 8 and 4. Her education is quite high, because she used to be kindergarten teacher. She is 1 year older than me. I just hope I make the right choice. My point to have maid with educational background is, I want her to really understand my instruction, and can think with her own for basic things. Takkan la pulak aku nak kene explain sampai sekecik2 kuman. Am not that particular sgt, as long as kerja bersih and can keep an eye for my kids sudahlah... I hope she can be good assistant to me. That I can put hope on when I have problem.
2. My mom retired this coming August. A good news I can say. She can help to monitor my maid with my babies. Sangat legaaa... ;)
3. I actually have dateline last friday before the system is freeze for coding. Gegila punye struggle to complete 6 programs and enhancement last week... Alhamdulillah, after struggling so hard, day and nite, sampai tak kenal bulan dan matahari, I managed to complete all except there is one more program has 1 more issue to solve. Today need to clear this before conference meeting tomorrow.

And I still have many problems to solve. Tsk tsk tsk... Hope all will be okay before I deliver my baby.

On the happy note: AdikBoy semakin ligat inside Mommy. Geli laaa Mommy sayang... Babah pon bleh rase betapa tak duk diam nye AdikBoy ni... Sangat jelas dan nyata... Terkuis-kuis... Nanti dah kuar, Mommy tickle AdikBoy pulak... Mau? Hahahah... Zaim pulak sudah get used with his new title Abang... When I ask him, Sape name? Sometimes dia reply, Zaim and sometimes he said Abam... Bile tunjuk all his photo kat this blog and FB, he will said, Ni Abam. Ni Biboy, sambil tunjuk perut Mommy. Tapi kadang2 tu, out of nowhere, dia cakap Mak, ni Biboy, tunjuk diri sendiri... And semakin hari rase jeles dia semakin meningkat. Mommy dah tak bleh nak mangagah or mendukung baby lain, especially Hafiy. Sure dia menyibuk mintak dukung or diriba... Silap2 ditolaknye baby tu jauh dari Mommy.

Last Friday, muke Zaim kene cakar with one budak tadika... Bile tanye sape buat Zaim ni... Dia jawab Hatan... (read: Hassan) Ye memang betul cikgu cakap budak yg buat tu memang namenye Hassan... And kalo ditanye cemane Hassan buat, Zaim pun dengan emotional sekali tunjuk cemane dia kene, siap dengan jeling mate.... Wah wah.. sungguh pandai report skg ni... Yang kesian tu, kalo dia jatuh ke ape ke, dia nangis, bile Mommy tanye, kenape... Dia jawab.. Babah ni... Hahah bengkek btul babah... padahal kadang2 tu Babah tade pun kat umah... Tapi Babah laaa yg kene... ;P

Currently...

Am pretty depressed with current situation.

;(

Hope everything gonna be okay soon.

And our next baby is...

still a HERO! Yeay! Adelah kawan untuk Zaim berwrestling... or maybe that's mean Babah akan semakin dibuli dan menjadi mangse wrestling his both hereos! Hihi... I know I know, I was hoping for a girl, but I actually don't really mind. It just that the girls clothes so damn cute and I love to have chance to buy one for my baby. But baju boy pun comel gaks! Ni pun dah kene warning not to buy too many clothes for next baby sebab baju Zaim dulu pun banyak lagi yang elok-elok and still new... (Ye... mamat ni membesar debab cepat sgt, pakai baju baru baper kali dah sendat macam nangka...) And the best is, my eldest sister pun akan dapat baby boy jugaks... Meaning to say, the last 6 cucu my mom are boys! Kesian jugak kalo my next baby is girl, confirm kene buli... Kekekek...

Cucu-cucu Tok Samad & Neni Zaliha... and another 2 boys this year 2009 InsyaAllah...

Cerita pasal check up pulak. Nak jumpe adik ni memangla banyak dugaan nye... Mase Zaim dulu, payah nak cuti nak pergi check up. But all appointments mesti best and smooth. This time, since I work from home, patutnye senangla nak ngelat pergi clinic for appointment but end up, too many patient la, so we have to wait for ages... ( kate suke ngan Doc ni, maka Doc ini sorang je lah yang Mommy nak jumpe... sanggup tu tunggu berjam-jam... ) and sometimes tu Doc tadelah... and bile dah cun jumpe doc, camera lupe bawak lah... macam-macam hal...Contohnye last week patut appointment Monday, but Doc tade pulak and she only available on Fri. Tunggu laaa Fri nak jugak jenguk si Adik ni kan... Pastu end up ramai gile orang... So time tu dah dekat pukul 1. Babah nak solat jumaat... So Doc kelam kabut panggil masuk and buat blood test and usual check up je... tak scan sgt pun... check heart beat jee... So ala-ala tak puas gitu jumpe Adik. But then Doc cakap ade sorang doctor pakar nak datang clinic dia and offer if we want to do detail scan kat Adik... Mestilah nak kan... Dah payah sgt nak jumpe Adik ni, so kire macam qada' balik lah yang problem lepas2 tu, buat detail scan ni.... Mase Doc cincai2 scan Adik check heartbeat tu, doc cakap tak nampak lagi boy ke girl and since tak nampak, Doc kate girl la kot.. Hahaha...And bermula saat itu, Adik mule tak reti duk diam dalam perut Mommy... I can feel Adik every single minute... Ade jugak la complaint kat Babah... Ish lasak jugak ek Adik ni... Macam kalah Zaim dulu je... Kate macam girl. Tapi lasak kemain... Aritu scan nampak cool je dari Zaim... A few nites jugak Mommy taleh tdo duk geli kat perut sebab Adik moving sgt2... And today, mase detail scan, sile rujuk gambar di atas... (sebab Babah dah snap kan, saje la tayang kat sini... ;P I know some of you miss me already... ngeh ngeh ngeh...) Mommy saw the lil bird.. Dahi Mommy dah berkerut nak btau Babah, tapi.. tak sempat nak bukak mulut ttbe Doc cakap, haa tu boboy! Nak tergelak pun ade, kesian Adik di assume girl before this... Even Mommy dah browse name for girl...Ade jugak name boy tapi... serba tak kena... Hihi... And time scan tu memang berlawan-lawan Adik dengan Doc. Doc measure and check all organ, segala-galanye di ukur... kidney, tulang, pjg kaki, jari, otak, perut, sume sume lah... Husihhh padanlaaa Mommy terase sangat2 Adik... Memang tak duk diam...

The first one yang Mommy btau mestilah Abam Zaim... I teached him, Zaim Abang Boy, and here inside Mommy is Adik Boy or Baby Boy... Zaim repeat few times, trying to digest kot... But when he reached home, he started to confuse with Baby Bop kawan si Barney tu... *Aiyak...

And from now, we officially call Adik, Adik Boy.

Mak Aih! Perut boyot pun bleh breakdance tuuu...

Hebat betul orang kat London ni ek... Ish ish unbelievable betul lah tengok video ni... Ngeri pun ade gaks! Aku ni nak angkat bontot bangun pun tak larat kalo dah boyot2 tuuuu, apetah lagi kalo nak suh terkinja-kinja cengggini... Memang tak dapeklah... Tabik hormat sket kat mommies London ni... Cayalah!!! p/s: betul ke pregnant diorg ni... tapi tgk dlm boyot2 tu mmg nmpk pusat terbonjol.. hmmm what do u think? ;P

Yippee.. ;) Ole-ole dari UK!

How I wish to live in other country, just because their things are soooo cheap compared to here... But I think am not ready for any onshore role, just because, huhuh I cant imagine if I had to leave my lil hero tu here... and I also cannot imagine if I were to sleep without him everynite, without his smile... Am not that tough to live separately with him and my hubby even for a day! Sungguh sentimental la Mommy ni!

Recently, friend of Bie, went to UK. So, this is my chance to grab things-that-are-cheap-there-but-too-expensive-here. After penat menghempas pulas my kepale otak yang memang dah selalu cramp skg ni, I finally have my wishlist, for him to bring back to me.... oh, it's baby product la... not for mommy... Kalo handbag best beli dari US. But kite sekarang dalam mood memboikot barang US kerana GAZA!...Jadi activity membeli handbag di berhentikan sementara waktu... (hmmm yeke? ;P )

Okay back to my story, all things that I want are Tommee Tippee product - kan baru bercinta with this brand. Serious cheap in UK. (Bestnye la kooo wani duk UK!) Let see what are in my list:

1. Electric Food and Bottle Warmer ~10pound kat sini RM 135.12 (yg ni latest price, dulu RM168.90)
2. 2 Insulated Bottle Carries ~10pound kat sini tak jumpe lagi..
3. 6 Milk Powder Dispensers ~4pound yg ni pon tak jumpe kat Mesia...
4. Electronic Steam Steriliser including starter kit (2 bottles, 1 brush, 1 pacifier)~ 25pound - kat sini harge dia RM380 ( but now price reduced to RM299.90)

All these only cost me: around 50pound = RM250 and kalo beli kat sini steriliser and warmer saje dah cost me around RM435! Best sungguh! Rezeki baby kali ni...

Dulu mase Zaim, we bought Graco travel system from US since my best friend was working onshore time tu. Many thanks to Seema. Kat sini it cost us around RM1.5k... huishhh sakit jantung tu kalo nak bayar betul2 semate-mate untuk stroller and car seat je kan... But beli kat sane, it cost me only RM500! So friends, if you happen to go oversea or any friend who going there, grab a chance to buy there coz it worth it tau beli kat sane... Kat sini mahal bayar tax je...

*Terkenang memori membeli Odah from Ebay UK... Did you know we bid Odah through Ebay? And we totally statisfied with Odah. No regret at all. ;)

Selamat Pengantin Baru Yati & Khalid ;)

"Selamat pengantin baru, semoga kekal abadi, bahagia ke anak cucu, semoga murah rezeki..." Ewahhh... Best tak? Bajet suare cun ni... hehehe... Nway, tade ape nak citer... Last weekend aritu gi wedding si Yati ni aka my junior yg sgt nakal di engineering department also merangkap sepupu... eh ke dua pupu? Same jelah.. ;P Best sgt la wedding ni... Dengan gamelannye... Zaim sgt enjoy berjoget sambil bermain mate ngn kakak yg ketuk2 ting tong tu... Abg yg nyanyi tu pun sakan mangajak Zaim joget... Food? Wahlaawei... merbeles lah yati! Awak punye nasik minyak tu amat kaw! Akak tambah 2 kali okeh! Tak penah akak tambah nasik kalo mkn wedding tau! Selalu setengah senduk pun tak abih... Dessert, cendol, muffin, fruits and tapai... Ngeh ngeh air liur meleleh balik... Esok Zaim kawen akak amik no tipun caterer tu ek! Yang paling best, hihi kambing bakar tu lah! Dah nak balik, lepas salam2 baru perasan... Tapi time tu perut dah penuh. Adik ni bukan bleh makan lebih sket... Nanti sume dia suh Mommy wek wek balik... So akak rase secubit je.. Bie perut penuh pun terus jugak la melayan makan... Zaim pun tak padan demam batuk, abih layan makan ape sume yg Mommy dia makan... Hihi kesian Zaim, kat kenduri tu, sume orang nak kidnap dia... Last last dia lari kat kete ikut nenek and atuk mane ntah... ;P Terkejut nenek and atuk tu, anak sape la ikut bontot diaorg ni... Enjoy photos! Sket jelah... Tak dan nak amik gambar... Busy makan! Kehkehkehkeh..

Tag and Award

Millionth Thanks to Roza for giving me this award... Huhu macam dapat Oscar je... And I would like to pass this award to:

• Izu
• Wani
• Yati
• Ija

Tagged by Izu and actually other friends kat facebook but decided to answer it here lah. I don't fancy facebook. Heheh...

1. WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED?No - we indeed hope it was earlier one month... hihi.. tapi mission gagal lah.. the next month baru ade...
2. WERE YOU MARRIED AT THE TIME?Cis! Memangla... Ade ke patut soklan ni...
3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS?Speechless... looking to each other with big smile.. ;)
4. HOW OLD WERE YOU?Just hitted 25...
5. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT?We met my grandma during hari raya, and she asked me "Ni dah ade ke ni?"... I was suprised... "Ade ape?" She said "Dah ade isi..." And of course I dont know if I should believe her. I dont even missed my period yet that time, cemane ek dia tau... When we reached home, macam terngiang-ngiang je balik my grandma's word... So we decided to test... And she was right... ;) And that's mean Zaim is Ramadhan's Baby!
6. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST?Family in-law... ;) First grandson le katekan...
7. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX?Yes - Because Bie confident the first one is boy... So we cant want to know...
8. DUE DATE?02.07.2007 - Nice date kan?
9. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN?26.06.2007
10. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH?2.9998kg - Apesal Dr. accurate sgt ni? Tulih je le 3kg.
11. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?No - Alhambulillah, among the lucky mommies... it was very easy pregnancy, except when I cant sleep due to big tummy!
12. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE?Not really. Any food will do, nasi goreng kampung, burger, all that simple stuff.
13. 13. WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST?Mayonnaise - dunno why, but I cant see the word, the container, let alone to eat it. Yikes!
14. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CHILD'S SEX?Boy
15. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX OF WHAT YOU WERE GETTING?No. We dont mind.
16. HOW MANY POUNDS DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY?Aiseh... kene btau jugak ek... 20kg! Pecah rahsia...
17. DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER?No
18. WAS IT A SURPRISE OR DID YOU KNOW?Not relevent
19. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY?Alhamdulillah, no.
20. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?Hospital Pusrawi, KL.
21. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOUR?5 hours
22. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?Bie - it supposed to be weekly check-up.
23. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?Bie, Dr. Habibah and nurses and yeah the cleaner, since I puke in the labour room...
24. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?Natural
25. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?Yeah, etonox and injection but both seems not working for me... Even the breathing techniques... At that time, I felt like all the things that I read and learned are totally crap. Hihi... Next time, I think I should try handle the pain on my own since the painkiller are failed to work on my body.
26. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER?Wan Zaim Idlan
27. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN TODAY?20months!

Here is he...

Me @ Tawau? No way!

Just now, I went to Citibank KL to pay my credit card debt. Pastu dah alang-alang tu, tergerak hati nak print penyata KWSP for 2008 - nak berangan kaya tengok balance dlm account tu... ;P Amat lah suprised bile tengok my address stated in the statement "91008 TAWAU SABAH"... Weihhh... gilooo.. bile mase lak aku jadi orang Sabah ni kan... Datang Sabah pun tak penah... Agak cuak jugak takot kot kot ade orang ade palsukan IC aku ke ape kan... So I rushed to Jabatan Pendaftaran kat Taman Melawati. Check detail kat myKad cip tu, lega bile address still lagi @ Taman Melawati, KL. Yang pelik tu, last year nye statement still betul... And I never do any transaction with KWSP pun... Cemane bleh jadi Tawau lak ye? Maka esok harus double check kt KWSP... Kot ade orang mencarum dalam akaun aku best gak... ^_^ Tapi kalo orang tu kebas duit aku, nayaaaaa... huhuhu risauuu... ;( *Dalam hati, buleh ku agak angkara siapa yang memutarbelitkan detail2 aku... mugkin kah pengundi hantuuu... phm phm sendirilah ye...

p/s: gi le check korang nye detail... kot kot terlepas pandang...

Jom ganti puase...

Today, am fasting. Dah masuk hari kedua dalam usaha untuk mengganti puase. Mak aihhh... Sangat banyak. Ade 14 hari. 5 hari adelah carry forward yang telah kene fidyah tahun lepas... tsk tsk tsk... ;( tak smpt nk ganti daaa... Dan sebab kene denda tu, Bie kasik rule, taleh beli baju raya sampailaaa dah abih ganti puasa... So usaha mengganti puasa perlu dimulakan dari sekarang... Sementara perut belom memboyot ni kan... Nanti tak larat pulak... Lagipun my expected due date is 22 Aug 08 which is 1st Ramadhan. Meaning, besar kemungkinan I will not being able to fast the whole Ramadhan nanti. Juga bermaksud, banyaklahhhh lagi nak kene ganti poseeee next year... 30 days???... So it is better for me to clear my debt before bertambah lagi 30 kan... Walaupon I might still under confinement during Hari Raya nanti, baju raya adelah wajib ade... Mau meroyan kalo tade baju raya kan... ;P

*Nak buka ape ye hari ni? Ikan bakar anyone? ;P

Tag - The Letter N

TQ Izu for tagging me... Lame tak kene tag, jenuh jugak nak menjawab ye... Hentam ajelah labu ye... Bukan Izu yg labu tau... Blog ni yang labu... Hehehe...

1. What is your name? Norbaidzurah
2. A four letter word: None
3. A boy's name : Norman Hakim... kehkehkeh
4. A girl's name : Nicole Kidman ;P
5. An occupation :Nurse
6. A color :Navy Blue
7. Something you wear : Necklace
8. A type of food : Neurogain
9. Something found in the bathroom : Nozzle
10. A place : New Zealand
11. A reason for being late : No suitable top to wear… ;P
12. Something you shout : No!
13. A movie title : Nothing Hill
14. Something you drink : Neslo
15. A musical group : NSYNC
16. A street name : Jalan N1 Taman Melawati ;)
17. A type of car : Neo
18. A song title : Never Be the Same Again
19. A verb : Negotiate

And got these awards too... Many thanks Izu! Appreciate it so much! ;)

Alahaiii kesian nye, to be frank, I don't have many blogger friends... Limited time untuk bersosial kat blog... So tade sape la nak di pass kan tag ni... Tapi kalo ade sape nak amik, kecik tapak tgn nyiru saya tadahkan... (nyiru ek? betul ke tak tatau lah... ;P)

Zaim - Biting and Bitten

Few months back, Zaim pernah kene gigit with one of the toddler kat nursery. Teruk jugak lah, I can see cop gigi penuh kat lengan dia... Lebam biru hijau purple merah sume ade... Pity lil Zaim... he was too small to protect himself at that time... The teachers keep say sorry, and I said, it's okay, maybe Zaim did something that make the lil girl pissed off. Actually, you cant always protect your baby... and your baby is not always right... and accident do happen right? I don't blame the kid who bite Zaim as it is quite normal for children to bite, due to teething and there is a lot other reason reason if you read article about biting. So for me, I just told the teacher, maybe to put extra attention to this girl as she might bite other kids too - because she's new there... She does not have any friends yet and she think she surrounded by strangers...

And last 2 weeks, one teacher told me, Zaim bite his best friend, Danish! Ahhh.. poor lil boy, apela yang korang rebut ni sampai Zaim gigit. Selalu geng komplot dua orang ni... And this new teacher not so friendly to me. She told me as if I need to teach my son not to bite others. I was so surprised and asked the teacher, since when Zaim pandai bite orang kan? I never see he is biting before, and I know he learn it at nursery la kan... and Zaim pun tengah nak tumbuh gigi, so maybe these are the reason Zaim bite his friend. Eventho I am not satisfied with the teacher's explanation, I just iyekan jelah...

Last week, I had a chance to talk to one of the teacher who actually, taking care of Zaim and those toddlers same age with him. I asked her, did Zaim bite Danish that day? Why? She said, Zaim did bite Danish but she was not around - for 2 days. Hmmm dah agak dah. Kalo this teacher around, memang sume budak2 terjaga. Meaning the new teacher la tak tengok betul2 time budak2 tu main. Kalo berebut or gaduh tak dileraikan. No wonder they bite to win betul tak? The teacher said, actually, not only Zaim. All of the kids, even Zaim dulu pernah kene sekali. It just that diorg ni kene selalu di perhatikan. I agree with her explanation. Now it sound fair. Not like the new teacher tu, macam nak blame Zaim pulak. Maybe the principle blame her kot, so dia blame Zaim balik. Whatever it is, my point is, it is not the kid to blame. It is the person who responsible to take care of them. They just a kids, what do they know except to play and explore their own world kan?

*Zaim bite my brother last night, because my bro kacau dia... nak amik susu dia... Then my mom said, "Hmmm tu ikut mommy dia la tu..." What??? I also bite??? I am such a good girl... Do you believe I bite people??? Ye ke??? Ke mak silap orang ni? Babah pulak tak abis2 sakat Mommy skg... Mommy duk bising2 pasal bite, rupenye Mommy sendiri bite... hahahah...