Aariz's Birth Part 2

14 August 2009

We woke up early 6.30 am. Sayu sgt tengok anak bujang ku yang comel lote itu masih lena di ulit mimpi... I kiss him softly tanak dia terbangun... Nanti lagi kesian kalo dia menangis nak ikut... Dalam sayu-sayu tu terus jugak la kua rumah pergi ke hospital.

Inilah muke buah hati gue yang gue tak sampai ati nak tinggal that morning...

Eh cop, mane leh gi spital tanpa makan bende yang best. It could be my last meal... Hahah tak abih2 last meal... Dari semalam! This morning we decided to have breakfast kat Wangsa Maju. Sedap tau roti canai and mee goreng dia... Hehe I order both! Gile ke ape mak buyung sorang ni.. Makan macam tak bace bismillah je.. ;P Tapi roti canai makan sekerat je... Me more to mee goreng this morning.

Sampai kat spital, I was directed to labour room. Terus masuk okay! Hahah arahan tetap dari Doctor... Tunggu punye tunggu, still tak sakit. Naik bosan jugak time ni...

Pose wajib before beranak... I have the same pose before bersalin kan Zaim. Oh and it is the same room! Di katil and bilik inilah Zaim di lahirkan ;)

Things that I stare mase tengah boring...Aiseh... Blom sakit lagi... So kene makan dulu... This time makan tak best! Bie bawak balik cendol after sembahyang jumaat tapi time tu tak lalu la den... Dah start rase sakit.

At 1 o'clock, Bie pergi sembahyang jumaat. Takot jugak to let him go kot kot time tu nnt ttbe dah sakit. Tapi redha je lah kan, lagipun mesti lambat lagi... Pujuk hati I can handle the early contraction alone by myself... Elok je Bie pergi, Doc check me and bukaan still 3cm. Then Doc pecahkan air ketuban. Still teringat mase bersalin kan Zaim dulu, elok je air ketuban pecah contraction datang sgt kuat selang 3 minit. So this time, am more than ready to feel the contraction. The contraction came every 15 minutes. It's not that painful yet. Bleh lagi la nak gelak-gelak, jalan-jalan... Bie came back around 2.30pm.

Tengok CTG tu, my contraction dah datang tapi heartbeat Aariz bleh menten je... Sedap btul dia tido dalam perut Mommy.

The contraction getting stronger. Doc pasang CTG for 2 hours... Heartbeat Aariz too stable... He's not active inside. Puas nurse suruh me mengiring and terlentang during the CTG. Still heartbeat Aariz maintain 150... And the worst is, whenever the contraction came, his heartbeat drop, sometimes to 80. At this point I was actually 5cm dilated and I cant stand the pain without any painkiller anymore. I requested painkiller from Doc but Doc refuse because takot Aariz become less active. After few hours monitoring, and me myself pun dah macam nak mati menahan sakit yang amat, Doc decided to do c-sect. Actually she said, boleh if we want to try normal but it is too risky coz Aariz tak active and his heartbeat drop byk time contraction... So redha jelah... Demi nak selamatkan Aariz Mommy rela kene zass ngan Doctor. Mind you, time ni contraction amat kuat okay! Sambil di tolak ke OT, Mommy still menangis menahan sakit yang amat... Time tu rase cam nak terberanak dah... Dalam hati doa cepat2 la bilik bedah siap and cepat cepat la Mommy dibius... Before masuk bilik bedah, nurse suh salam Bie... Sedih ok time ni... Sedih dari salam hari raya... ;P

5.30pm, Mommy, and all the Doc and nurses dah ready kat bilik bedah. Doctor Zul bius Mommy. He's nice Doctor, tengok Mommy menahan sakit, sedaya upaya dia memujuk menenangkan perasaan... Alhamdulillah bile dah bius separuh badan, Mommy dah relax... No more tears! Hahah.. Doc pun usik, haa.. dah bleh senyum dah... Kalo tak kalut sume orang termasuk nurse memujuk saya yang menangis tu... Hahah malu sehhh... ;)

5.45pm Doc Habibah and nurse mule operate saya. Time tu, I was so nervous, so terpakse pinjam tangan nurse nak pegang sebab Bie taleh masuk... Takkan la nak pegang tangan Doc Zul lak kan.. Walopun begitu, Doc Zul tetap baik hati menunggu di tepi... Dia jadi jurucakap btau ape yang Doc Habibah tengah buat... Hahah scary kan! Tapi sbb memang tak rase ape pun... So I pun bersembang-sembang jugak la time operate tu...

6.00pm, Doc dah siap kerat perut Mommy! Then Doc Zul cakap dia nak tekan dada supaya baby kua.. I said okay! Senak jugak la time tu, maybe sebab rase cam nak termuntah... Alhamdulillah, within 8 minutes, Aariz pun selamat di tangan Doctor... Lega sangat bile Doc tunjuk Aariz! Terus rase nak peluk tapi... mane leh gerak... Then dengar dia menangis... Syukur sgt! Then Doc pun jahit balik perut... Time tu rase mengantuk sangat... Ade time tu sampai tertido... Tapi tak berape nak lena sebab bilik bedah sgt sejuk!

First few photos of Aariz tapi some deleted by Zaim... Hahah... Konon Bie bawak balik nak tunjuk kat Zaim... Sekali dia delete daaa...

6.30pm, sume selesai.. I stayed at recovery room for almost 30minutes... Kaki masih lagi kebas and cant move... Boring btul... Time tu asik teringat Zaim kat rumah... Cemane la dia dari pagi ke petang tak jumpe Mommy... Rindu sangat... ;(

7.00pm, nurse tolak keluar dari recovery room... Memula nampak Bie, rase sayu jugak... Tapi lega sume dah selamat... Bie senyum to see me out from the room... The first thing I ask him, Comel tak AdikBoy? Ade rambut? Hahaha Bie kate Comel... And ade rambut... Hahah both of us laughed sebab teringat Zaim dulu botak licin... Kening and bulu mate pun tade!

Nurse ask me to just lay down for 6 hours. After sembang-sembang ngan Bie for a while, Bie decided to go home tengok Zaim sekejap... Hati Mommy mase ni pun meronta-ronta nak balik... Tambah lagi time ni AdikBoy still dalam warmer... Hmm sedih btul tinggal sorang dalam bilik... Walopun penat and sleepy still taleh nak tido... Lagi Mommy tambah sedih bile video call ngan Zaim, dia muncung merajuk tanak cakap... Huhu time ni Tuhan je yang tau perasaan Mommy... Sedih sgt!

At 1 am, Doctor datang check Mommy. Punyela Mommy semangat untuk terus duduk and makan. Kalo orang lain memang tadenye nak bangun malam tuh... Mommy siap mintak nak makan bubur... Ni sume gara-gara nak cepat baik nak balik rumah. Kalo bleh nak balik terus esok. Tapi mane penah dibuat orang operate terus nak balik the next day nye... Frust sgt bile Doctor kate taleh balik awal sgt... That nite memang Mommy taleh nak lelap. Then Mommy ask nurse mintak diorg hantar Aariz. Terubat jugak hati bile dapat tengok Aariz, dapat peluk cium dia and dapat breastfeed dia... Mommy and Babah spend few hours with him before hantar dia balik nursery. Then only Mommy and Babah dapat tido... Dalam dapat tido tu, Mommy still rase missing sebab this is the first nite Mommy tak tido dengan Zaim and the first day Mommy tinggal Zaim for the whole day. Hari yang amat panjang!

The first moment Aariz with his parents! Too bad coz Mommy tak be there mase Babah azankan Aariz as Mommy time tu dalam recovery room...

15 August 2009

Mommy still dalam recovery mode. Trying my best to walk. Punyelah semangat nak tunjuk progress kat Doctor kot kot nanti dia change her mind kasik balik awal... Time ni kalo call Zaim, dia mule merengek sedih... Memi... Memi... Hati Mommy mane tak sayu anak merayu-rayu carik cam tu... *tears drop*

16 August 2009

Mommy dah bleh nak pergi toilet, mandi and makan. Also able to walk by myself pergi breastfeed Aariz kat breastfeeding room. There, ade la jugak kawan-kawan nak sembang-sembang... But at noon, Mommy dah tertahan rindu kat Zaim. So Babah balik rumah amik Zaim. Seronoknye tak terkira jumpe si chubby Mommy! Macam nak menitis airmata... (ke memang dah menitis yek... hehehe)

Oh ye today Aariz khatan. ;)

But today also dia kene jaundice maka perlu letak di bawah lampu. And Zaim pun tak berkesempatan untuk tengok Adik dia...

17 August 2009

Good news! I can go home!!!! Yeehaa... Mommy semangat packing barang nak balik sementara Bie setel bil sume... Haaa.. ade ke orang operate tapi bleh nak packing barang??? Sib baik nurse tak nampak... ;P Dalam pale memang terbayang Zaim je... Rase cam nak melompat-lompat je tapi kene kawal perasaan kang terbukak jahitan tu nanti tak pasal-pasal kene stay lagi...

At 4pm three of us meninggalkan hospital. Sangat berterima kasih kepade nurse-nurse yang sangat dedikasi menjalankan tugas....

The money we lost and the baby we have! ;)

Sampai rumah, Zaim dah melonjak-lonjak tengok Mommy... Siap jerit... Bibik Memi balik... BiBoy...!!! I let him see his lil bro.. Kemain excited. Dia check... Nose Biboy... Mate Biboy... Mulut dia... Hair... Ear! Then since Aariz pakai selimut dia tak nampak tangan and kaki... Bising dia tanye Memi mane kangan Biboy? Terpakse la bukak bedung Aariz... Ade... Kangan Biboy... Kaki dia ade... Lepas tu happy sangat sembang-sembang ngan Mommy. Sib baik Aariz tido lena je time tu... Bleh la Mommy spent time dengan Zaim... Then only I feel completed... ;)

The end.

Aariz's Birth Part 1

13 Aug 2009

This morning pergi weekly checkup @ Hospital Pusrawi... again decided not to bring Zaim due to H1N1 yang semakin merebak skg ni. As usual sampai-sampai je, terus pergi check urine and timbang berat. To my suprise my weight turun 1kg. Haikkkk!!! Apsal ek? Rasenye extreme gile makan this week. I was craving for so many food at nite, satay lah, kerang bakar lah, nasi telur berlada la.. (yang ni kene pergi Klang ok... kat KL tade...) and many many many more! So macam pelik jugak kenape turun jugak berat. I was actually afraid I gained another 3 kg just like last week. Sebab Bie pun tak abih-abih kate my feet macam kaki shrek! haha suke suke je kate bini dia camtu.. isk isk isk... Dalam kerisauan itu, still lagi sempat makan nasik lemak kat cafe... Heh, makan tetap makan beb.

Ni namenye nasik telur berlada... Sedap gileee! Walopun ramai yang jual hanye satu kedai je yang begitu marveles rasenye...

Then jumpe Doctor. As expected, Doctor tanye kenape berat turun banyak sgt... Ngeee.. seriously I have no answer. But I realized kalo lepas makan je mesti terus membuang hahaah... Kot kot la itu sebabnye... And also, I did not manage to get enough sleep at nite. Sebab tu kot. Doctor amat risau, jadi dia suggest CTG. Hah nak tau, I have irregular contraction already! Bukan sket-sket punye ye... Most of the time mencecah 70 or 80 and seriously tak rase sakit ape pun. Heartbeat baby okay. Doctor masih lagi risau... Hmmm... She ask me kalo nak induce today... sebab dah ade contraction kuat... I still feel 50-50 lah... Bukan ape, duk teringat si Zaim kat rumah. I was totally not ready to leave him for few days. Then Doc suggest we check if laluan dah terbukak ke blom... I ok je. Hahah confident beb, tak terbukak lagi. Sebab tak sakit kan... Bie dah bising-bising kate, Ayang, ntah-ntah dah 3cm! I gelak-gelak je lah... Mengarut sungguh!

Mase buat CTG kat labour room... saspen gilee...

Then... jeng jeng jeng, ye.. memang btul... Doc said, your hubby is right, you are 3 cm dilated! Gile terkejut okay! Orang kate kalo anak kedua ni, cepat sket process nye.. Jadi 3 cm biasenye memang dah patut masuk ward. Angin neves dah mule mengattack saye... Still I try pujuk doctor kate nak balik kejap... Ade hal sket nak setel... Promise to her I will come back latest tommorow morning. She said okay, 8.30am I should be ready at hospital. But Doc dah warning, if midnite dah sakit terus datang... Jangan tunggu sampai esok! ;P Okay Doc!

Makan jangan tak makan... Nasi Ayam Penyet Wong Solo... my all time fav... Dalam pantang jangan harap nak makan pedas!

Then on the way back, sempat la pekena nasik ayam penyet. Kot kot malam ni sakit, tadela den kempunan... Then sampai rumah, siap-siapkan katil untuk AdikBoy and kemas-kemas bilik sket. Tetibe rase sayu je nak tinggalkan Zaim kat rumah, so petang tu bawak Zaim pergi ikut Babah betulkan kete Nenny. (Sempat lagi kan Mommy tak sedar diri ni melepak kat workshop ;P)

Since that nite, still tak rase sakit, maka kami pun pergi makan Nando's kat Alpha Angle. Kot kot ni last meal la kan... Haha dah berape kali last meal dah ni, beranak tak jugak...And kind of last meal we eat, just the 3 of us. Pas ni InsyaAllah makan berempat pulak. ;) And tonite jugak kind of last minute celebration for our anniversary. Tak dan nak pergi candle lite dinner... ;P Balik makan sempat lagi menyinggah ke rumah PIL. Inform diorg yang tmoro am going to deliver their second grandson. ;)

That nite, I spent my time with Zaim. A very quality time.

ToBeContinued.

Introducing AdikBoy

Wan Aariz Zhafran Bin Wan Muhammad Idris

Aariz - Leader, Respectable Man

Zhafran - Victory

Celebrating Love 09

This year, tak bleh nak bercandle light dinner to celebrate our 3rd anniversary and birthday Bie. Berlampu terang tengah malam melayan AdikBoy yang suke nite shift. Sangat membuatkan Mommy and Babah ting tong. AdikBoy hanye lelap lepas mandi pagi ok! The whole nite, dia asik isi minyak je... Nasiblah, Mommy pun tengah bengkak susu, jadi masing-masing saling memerlukan... ;P

Btw, we had a mini celebration @ home with my family. Kebetulan my mom ade buat makan-makan for her x-officemate and all my sibling pun ade sekali so bleh la celebrate birthday Bie sekali.

Anyway Happy Birthday Bie and Happy 3rd Anniversary too. Sangat bahagia rasenye to celebrate the day with you and our 2 heroes. Later abih confinement kite celebrate sekali lagi ye... Love you to the max! ;)

Assalammulaikum - AdikBoy

Hello, sayelah AdikBoy. ;)

14-Aug-2009

6.08pm

2.57kg

@Hospital Pusrawi KL

Peace...

Tak sabar...

Nak jumpe AdikBoy ;)

What to buy and not to... Part 3

(confession: this is backdated post. AdikBoy dah selamat di lahirkan tapi tade time nak tulih entry so kite update entry yang tak terpblish dulu ye... ;P)

Yeeehooo... Finally, baju AdikBoy yang Mommy beli from Mothercare.uk sudah selamat sampai ke tangan Mommy... ;) Actually baju-baju ni Mommy beli right after Mommy tau gender AdikBoy... mase tu AdikBoy baru 4 bulan kot dalam perut! First thing yang Mommy beli but the last thing yang dapat.... Kire ampun la shipping lame sgt... Sib baik sempat sampai before AdikBoy kua... Time ni excited sebab dapat tau yang Mommy akan dapat hero sorang lagi... So gumbira sgt! Konon la kan tanak beli baju byk2 kan... tapi end up terbeli jugak! But still Mommy rase worth sgt coz kalo compare kan, the price will be double kalo beli kat sini... Time tu Pound tengah rendah... and ade sale... Rugiiii sgt kalo tak beli (Bie alergik sungguh dengar ayat ni... Hahaha)

All other stuff for AdikBoy dah siap jugak... Hospital bag and breast pump bag pun dah tersedia... Breast pump amat penting based on my experience dulu mase bersalin kan Zaim.. Second day pastu bengkak susu... Ade breastpump kt breastfeeding room tapi more comfortable kalo pump kat bilik wad sendiri kan... ;)

Ok now ready for beranak je.... Doakan sume di permudahkan... Amin...

Dilema H1N1

Macam tak kene je title tu... Tapi abaikan jelah, tak penting pon.. ;P

Sape yang tak risau... Makin lame makin teruk... Makin ramai yang kene and rasenye setiap hari makin meningkat and tade nampak bayang nak menurun... Sekarang ni pulak, dah mule terdengar adik kepade si polan-polan, ibu kepade si polan-polan, pon dah jadi mangsa... Memang sgt takot okeh... Hope sgt, virus ni dapat di bendung dari terus merebak....Hari tu seminggu Babah demam... Mommy risau betul... Alhamdulillah semalam dah mule ok dah, dah selera nak makan... And dah ade energy nak bangun sume... Memang sgt syukur! And for precaution, sume orang dah mule kuarantin kan family masing-masing, especially yang ade anak kecik. As for me, bleh la nak kate kuarantin kan Zaim.. Kalo dulu everyday mesti bawak Zaim kua jalan, makan, main-main kat padang, skg ni activity dah di kurangkan... Zaim bising jugak lah, dah biase jalan, ttbe kene perap kt rumah, membebel sakan dia... Memi, abam ikut lah... naik tonnn neo laaa.. Yom laa.. yalan-yalan... Abam nak walk laa.. huhuh takbleh la nak oii... Mommy seriau... Tapi kdg2 kesian jugak, jadi same like others, kitorg just bawak jalan2 naik kete, gi kedai or tengok train tepi jalan tu je lah..

And sekali lagi rase sgt bersyukur bile Bibik datang ontime... So Zaim tak perlu ke nursery. Sgt faham dilema and kerisauan parents yang hantar anak pergi nursery ni... Yelah, demam tu memang acara wajib tiap-tiap bulan... Zaim dulu pun mase umur kurang setahun, bleh kate demam every 2 weeks! Kalo teruk, masuklah ward. Kalo tak teruk, seminggu baiklah dia... But Alhamdulillah, lepas amik pneumococos injection, Zaim tak demam dah.. Batuk selsema pun tidak. Memang Mommy bleh tarik nafas lega...

Oh ye, tadi pergi mengintai hero kecik tu... Alhamdulillah, AdikBoy okay, berat estimated 2.8kg, lebih kurang Zaim je kot nnt... Mommy punye berat, HAHAHA as expected, naik 3kg ye... Maka total skg dah naik 12kg! Hameeekkk... baru tak keje seminggu, selera dah macam kapal Titanic... makan lagi coklat, aiskrim... Midnite pun dah mule hentam McD! Rasekannn.. Tapi Doctor kate, taperlah, nak bersalin dah pun... ;P Tapi tulahh ade sesuatu yang mengganggu Mommy skg ni... Huhu, dekat hospital skg ni, ade kawalan ketat untuk keluar masuk. And they officially tak bagi bawak kids datang hospital due to H1N1 ni lah... Yang Mommy runsing tu kan, kan, huhuh mase bersalin nanti, memang kompom la Mommy tak jumpe Zaim for few days! Wahlaa... sgt sedih okay.. Nak imagine pun takleh! Kalo tadi pergi check up and all, tinggalkan dia 5 jam pun Mommy dah tak keruan.. Ini pulak nak tinggalkan dia berhari-hari... Kalo ikut sejarah Zaim, 5 hari Mommy kat spital sebab Zaim jaundice... Hmmm... Tapi kalo nak bawak, pun taleh... Aduhaii.. Pening kepale Mommy duk memikir cemane la nanti...

Bibik dah banyak kali pujuk, Puan jangan risau, kite jage Zaim elok-elok... Puan rehat je elok-elok nanti... Mudah-mudahan tak lame tinggal kat hospital tu... Huhu... Tapi hati Mommy still berat untuk tinggalkan Zaim kat rumah... ;( huhuuhu...

Zaim talks about AdikBoy

Before sleep, seperti biase, memang Mommy akan sembang-sembang and nyanyi-nyanyi dengan Zaim sampai dia terlelap... Few days back ni, before tido, Zaim suke main perut Mommy yang booolat yang amat sangat ini...

• Zaim: Uiiishhhh becarnyeee... (sambil tunjuk kat perut Mommy!)
• Mommy: Yelah, perut Mommy besar sebab AdikBoy inside kan... (Mommy sedikit bengkek dalam hati... grrrrr....) Nanti AdikBoy kua, Mommy slim lah... Macam Angelina Jolie kan...Cantik kan! Kan! Comel! Kan! Kan!
• Zaim: Memi Tantek kan! kan! Comelnyeeee (Sambil cubit pipi Mommy... Kekhekhe... Mommy cakap ape pun, Zaim iyekan je... hahaah )

Zaim baring golek-golek atas perut Mommy... Tiup2 perut Mommy... Tongkat dagu kat perut Mommy...

• Zaim: BiBoy, ni Abam... Biboy... inside Mommy... kuar.. kuar... yom yom...
• Mommy: Okay, nanti AdikBoy kua, Abang main ngan AdikBoy ok...
• Zaim: Oteii... BiBoy... BiBoy... ish ish.. beyat! (read: berat!.. sambil cuba korek perut Mommy kua kan AdikBoy)
• Mommy: Blom lagi.. Nanti ye.. Nanti AdikBoy kua Abang sayang AdikBoy okay?
• Zaim: Oteiii.. Cayammm BiBoy... BiBoy naneee... Abam nini... (sambil tunjuk kat playpen and katil dia)

Zaim selak-selak baju Mommy... Kejap bukak kejap tutup...

• Zaim: Hah, maneeee BiBoy???? Ho! Ho! Ho! Tade pum... Ilam dah... Memi BiBoy ilammmm....
• Mommy: Hah, mane AdikBoy? Tade ke bang?
• Zaim: (Selak baju Mommy...) Ade ni... Haa. tuu... ade pon BiBoy... Uishhhh becarnyeeee...
• Mommy: Ade ke AdikBoy? Tak nampak pon...
• Zaim: Ni adee ni... Inside Mommy! (Sengih sampai hilang mate...)

Zaim tengok perut Mommy...

• Zaim: Circle! Circle! Becarnyeee circle...
• Mommy: Heh, besar sebab ade AdikBoy tau...
• Babah: gelak!

Zaim tengok Mommy... Tersengih-sengih... Mommy usha balik... Apehal le mamat ni...

• Zaim: Gomok! Hehehe... Gomok! Hehehe
• Mommy: Dah dah.. tido... Sleep... Pejam mate tu.. (bengkek ok!)
• Babah: GELAK LAGI!

AdikBoy - 37 week ;)

Alhamdulillah. AdikBoy is now full term. Left only 19 days to go... Nervous jugak okay dalam hati ni... Babah pon kalo remind him how many days left, mesti nak masuk bawah selimut... Geli hati Mommy tengok... Ntah hape hape la Babah ni... ;P

Officially, am free now... Tade pun email kate kene extend my role with DR project... So okayla kot... Kompom roll off. Yabedabedu. This week, I will be on bench aka goyang kaki... *hopefullylah... Tak sure lagi mau ke office ke tidak... Hahaha... Padahal ari ni datang office pun 5 minit je sebab anta claim... Ade lagi 5 hari untuk cubaan ponteng tanpe disedari... Then baru kite coti bebetul... Tak buat jahat tak sah... Kehkhekhekh... Eh walopun dah roll off, tapi actually I have few pending works... Aiseh... Actually bleh je buat dunno tapi tak syok la kan... Name mesti cun bile kua project... Jadi cemane2 pun by this week saya perlu buat kerje amal untuk menyiapkan kerje-kerje tertunggak...

Oh ye, Alhamdulillah jugak, persiapan AdikBoy almost complete... Actually bleh nak kate complete sudah... Tunggu nak beranak je, tapi Mommy ade few things lagi nak buat before beranak... So AdikBoy relek-relek dulu ye kat dalam... Cayang dia... ;P

• Beli baju raya for Babah and Zaim. Mommy nye dah kawtim! Walopun ade 2 hari lagi tak ganti... Tapi kain sudah dibeli hasil muke miau miau Mommy kepada Babah... Lepas bersalin, kene suh tailor datang umah ukur badan... (walopun rase mesti tade beza sgt pun kalo ukur skg.. kuikuikui...)
• Beli postnatal care... Hmmm.. Dulu mase Zaim, tak pantang pun sgt, walopun my mom dah sediakan jamu traditional semua sebab Zaim jaundice lame... Doc kate it is expected sebab combination of our blood (O and AB)... This time ingat nak jugak la try kot sket2 post natal care if AdikBoy tak jaundice... Friend of mine, recommend to use Amway punye product... Dari review pon, ramai yang cakap Amway okay... Ade sesape nak kasik idea lain?

• Renew roadtax and insurance Dumok...
• Celebrate our 3rd Anniversary and of course Bie's birthday... maybe celebrate lil bit early, just in case nanti tak sempat nak celebrate... Hohoh ade yang meleleh air liur kalo tengok Bie makan sorang2 nanti... Ahhhh tidakkk...