Aariz's Birth Part 2

14 August 2009

We woke up early 6.30 am. Sayu sgt tengok anak bujang ku yang comel lote itu masih lena di ulit mimpi... I kiss him softly tanak dia terbangun... Nanti lagi kesian kalo dia menangis nak ikut... Dalam sayu-sayu tu terus jugak la kua rumah pergi ke hospital.

Inilah muke buah hati gue yang gue tak sampai ati nak tinggal that morning...

Eh cop, mane leh gi spital tanpa makan bende yang best. It could be my last meal... Hahah tak abih2 last meal... Dari semalam! This morning we decided to have breakfast kat Wangsa Maju. Sedap tau roti canai and mee goreng dia... Hehe I order both! Gile ke ape mak buyung sorang ni.. Makan macam tak bace bismillah je.. ;P Tapi roti canai makan sekerat je... Me more to mee goreng this morning.

Sampai kat spital, I was directed to labour room. Terus masuk okay! Hahah arahan tetap dari Doctor... Tunggu punye tunggu, still tak sakit. Naik bosan jugak time ni...

Pose wajib before beranak... I have the same pose before bersalin kan Zaim. Oh and it is the same room! Di katil and bilik inilah Zaim di lahirkan ;)

Things that I stare mase tengah boring...Aiseh... Blom sakit lagi... So kene makan dulu... This time makan tak best! Bie bawak balik cendol after sembahyang jumaat tapi time tu tak lalu la den... Dah start rase sakit.

At 1 o'clock, Bie pergi sembahyang jumaat. Takot jugak to let him go kot kot time tu nnt ttbe dah sakit. Tapi redha je lah kan, lagipun mesti lambat lagi... Pujuk hati I can handle the early contraction alone by myself... Elok je Bie pergi, Doc check me and bukaan still 3cm. Then Doc pecahkan air ketuban. Still teringat mase bersalin kan Zaim dulu, elok je air ketuban pecah contraction datang sgt kuat selang 3 minit. So this time, am more than ready to feel the contraction. The contraction came every 15 minutes. It's not that painful yet. Bleh lagi la nak gelak-gelak, jalan-jalan... Bie came back around 2.30pm.

Tengok CTG tu, my contraction dah datang tapi heartbeat Aariz bleh menten je... Sedap btul dia tido dalam perut Mommy.

The contraction getting stronger. Doc pasang CTG for 2 hours... Heartbeat Aariz too stable... He's not active inside. Puas nurse suruh me mengiring and terlentang during the CTG. Still heartbeat Aariz maintain 150... And the worst is, whenever the contraction came, his heartbeat drop, sometimes to 80. At this point I was actually 5cm dilated and I cant stand the pain without any painkiller anymore. I requested painkiller from Doc but Doc refuse because takot Aariz become less active. After few hours monitoring, and me myself pun dah macam nak mati menahan sakit yang amat, Doc decided to do c-sect. Actually she said, boleh if we want to try normal but it is too risky coz Aariz tak active and his heartbeat drop byk time contraction... So redha jelah... Demi nak selamatkan Aariz Mommy rela kene zass ngan Doctor. Mind you, time ni contraction amat kuat okay! Sambil di tolak ke OT, Mommy still menangis menahan sakit yang amat... Time tu rase cam nak terberanak dah... Dalam hati doa cepat2 la bilik bedah siap and cepat cepat la Mommy dibius... Before masuk bilik bedah, nurse suh salam Bie... Sedih ok time ni... Sedih dari salam hari raya... ;P

5.30pm, Mommy, and all the Doc and nurses dah ready kat bilik bedah. Doctor Zul bius Mommy. He's nice Doctor, tengok Mommy menahan sakit, sedaya upaya dia memujuk menenangkan perasaan... Alhamdulillah bile dah bius separuh badan, Mommy dah relax... No more tears! Hahah.. Doc pun usik, haa.. dah bleh senyum dah... Kalo tak kalut sume orang termasuk nurse memujuk saya yang menangis tu... Hahah malu sehhh... ;)

5.45pm Doc Habibah and nurse mule operate saya. Time tu, I was so nervous, so terpakse pinjam tangan nurse nak pegang sebab Bie taleh masuk... Takkan la nak pegang tangan Doc Zul lak kan.. Walopun begitu, Doc Zul tetap baik hati menunggu di tepi... Dia jadi jurucakap btau ape yang Doc Habibah tengah buat... Hahah scary kan! Tapi sbb memang tak rase ape pun... So I pun bersembang-sembang jugak la time operate tu...

6.00pm, Doc dah siap kerat perut Mommy! Then Doc Zul cakap dia nak tekan dada supaya baby kua.. I said okay! Senak jugak la time tu, maybe sebab rase cam nak termuntah... Alhamdulillah, within 8 minutes, Aariz pun selamat di tangan Doctor... Lega sangat bile Doc tunjuk Aariz! Terus rase nak peluk tapi... mane leh gerak... Then dengar dia menangis... Syukur sgt! Then Doc pun jahit balik perut... Time tu rase mengantuk sangat... Ade time tu sampai tertido... Tapi tak berape nak lena sebab bilik bedah sgt sejuk!

First few photos of Aariz tapi some deleted by Zaim... Hahah... Konon Bie bawak balik nak tunjuk kat Zaim... Sekali dia delete daaa...

6.30pm, sume selesai.. I stayed at recovery room for almost 30minutes... Kaki masih lagi kebas and cant move... Boring btul... Time tu asik teringat Zaim kat rumah... Cemane la dia dari pagi ke petang tak jumpe Mommy... Rindu sangat... ;(

7.00pm, nurse tolak keluar dari recovery room... Memula nampak Bie, rase sayu jugak... Tapi lega sume dah selamat... Bie senyum to see me out from the room... The first thing I ask him, Comel tak AdikBoy? Ade rambut? Hahaha Bie kate Comel... And ade rambut... Hahah both of us laughed sebab teringat Zaim dulu botak licin... Kening and bulu mate pun tade!

Nurse ask me to just lay down for 6 hours. After sembang-sembang ngan Bie for a while, Bie decided to go home tengok Zaim sekejap... Hati Mommy mase ni pun meronta-ronta nak balik... Tambah lagi time ni AdikBoy still dalam warmer... Hmm sedih btul tinggal sorang dalam bilik... Walopun penat and sleepy still taleh nak tido... Lagi Mommy tambah sedih bile video call ngan Zaim, dia muncung merajuk tanak cakap... Huhu time ni Tuhan je yang tau perasaan Mommy... Sedih sgt!

At 1 am, Doctor datang check Mommy. Punyela Mommy semangat untuk terus duduk and makan. Kalo orang lain memang tadenye nak bangun malam tuh... Mommy siap mintak nak makan bubur... Ni sume gara-gara nak cepat baik nak balik rumah. Kalo bleh nak balik terus esok. Tapi mane penah dibuat orang operate terus nak balik the next day nye... Frust sgt bile Doctor kate taleh balik awal sgt... That nite memang Mommy taleh nak lelap. Then Mommy ask nurse mintak diorg hantar Aariz. Terubat jugak hati bile dapat tengok Aariz, dapat peluk cium dia and dapat breastfeed dia... Mommy and Babah spend few hours with him before hantar dia balik nursery. Then only Mommy and Babah dapat tido... Dalam dapat tido tu, Mommy still rase missing sebab this is the first nite Mommy tak tido dengan Zaim and the first day Mommy tinggal Zaim for the whole day. Hari yang amat panjang!

The first moment Aariz with his parents! Too bad coz Mommy tak be there mase Babah azankan Aariz as Mommy time tu dalam recovery room...

15 August 2009

Mommy still dalam recovery mode. Trying my best to walk. Punyelah semangat nak tunjuk progress kat Doctor kot kot nanti dia change her mind kasik balik awal... Time ni kalo call Zaim, dia mule merengek sedih... Memi... Memi... Hati Mommy mane tak sayu anak merayu-rayu carik cam tu... *tears drop*

16 August 2009

Mommy dah bleh nak pergi toilet, mandi and makan. Also able to walk by myself pergi breastfeed Aariz kat breastfeeding room. There, ade la jugak kawan-kawan nak sembang-sembang... But at noon, Mommy dah tertahan rindu kat Zaim. So Babah balik rumah amik Zaim. Seronoknye tak terkira jumpe si chubby Mommy! Macam nak menitis airmata... (ke memang dah menitis yek... hehehe)

Oh ye today Aariz khatan. ;)

But today also dia kene jaundice maka perlu letak di bawah lampu. And Zaim pun tak berkesempatan untuk tengok Adik dia...

17 August 2009

Good news! I can go home!!!! Yeehaa... Mommy semangat packing barang nak balik sementara Bie setel bil sume... Haaa.. ade ke orang operate tapi bleh nak packing barang??? Sib baik nurse tak nampak... ;P Dalam pale memang terbayang Zaim je... Rase cam nak melompat-lompat je tapi kene kawal perasaan kang terbukak jahitan tu nanti tak pasal-pasal kene stay lagi...

At 4pm three of us meninggalkan hospital. Sangat berterima kasih kepade nurse-nurse yang sangat dedikasi menjalankan tugas....

The money we lost and the baby we have! ;)

Sampai rumah, Zaim dah melonjak-lonjak tengok Mommy... Siap jerit... Bibik Memi balik... BiBoy...!!! I let him see his lil bro.. Kemain excited. Dia check... Nose Biboy... Mate Biboy... Mulut dia... Hair... Ear! Then since Aariz pakai selimut dia tak nampak tangan and kaki... Bising dia tanye Memi mane kangan Biboy? Terpakse la bukak bedung Aariz... Ade... Kangan Biboy... Kaki dia ade... Lepas tu happy sangat sembang-sembang ngan Mommy. Sib baik Aariz tido lena je time tu... Bleh la Mommy spent time dengan Zaim... Then only I feel completed... ;)

The end.