Aariz Zhafran Mommy! ;)

Yeay dah tuka layout. Ye, saya tau masih lagi simple tapi takpela kan, maybe I am simple person and simple is me.. Ecehhh.. ;P I like this layout bcz dia kaler purple.. Suke sgt purple.. ;)

Btw, jarang rasenye tulis pasal Aariz mucuk Mommy ni.. ;) So today first entry for this new layout, Mommy update the latest Aariz Zhafran Mommy... ;) Dia sudah tumbuh satu batang gigi atas. Agak besar jugak.. Comel! ;) Sedang praktis bertatih. Kalo pegang dinding, meja, sofa, memang boleh berjalan. New method, adelah dengan tolak kerusi Ikea itu... Sebab pilih kerusi itu adelah supaya senang utk memanjat safety gate, or tangga, or utk mencapai ape jua barang di atas meja.

Kalo Zaim pergi school, kemain suke dapat manje ngan Mommy and Babah... ;)

Beginilah excitednye kalo tengok Agent OSO

 Sambil-sambil tu harus la ade sesuatu masuk dalam mulut... Hehehe

Ok Mommy nak godek layout ni lagi... Nanti kite sambung citer pasal Aariz lagi...Tatatititutu..

I am supposed to...

1. Work now since am at office. But I didn't. Why? Not that am lazy but I had finished mine and there is no new spec coming to me... So don't blame me for goyang kaki... Tuhan je yang tau how I wish to roll off from this project and get something more challenging... Really miss to contribute something big to project... 
2. Pack my clothes but I can't sebab am still at office. Esok pagi sudah mau berangkat ke Langkawi -cuti-cuti Malaysia bersama Mak, Ayah, Along and Family, Angah and Family, Abang and Adik and Family saya juga.. Excited sebab this is the first time kami seluruh keluarga akan pergi bercuti naik eyoplen up up in the sky.. (tibe-tibe jadi Zaim hahahah) Doakan kami selamat pergi and balik ye ;) 
3. Update bout Zaim birthday bash. Tapi saya blom ade mood.. Bukan sebab sedang berduka cite or ape tapi sebab Crown Malas sedang bermaharajalela... 
4. Transfer all photo from my camera to my laptop and hard disk. Maybe I will do it shortly, then maybe lepas tu I akan rajin update blog... 
5. Eiiiii bosan la blog ni.. I sebenarnye malu... Malu ngan blog I yang sempoi sgt ni, tak cantik mcm blog orang lain... Kenape tak cantik? Sebab memang malas... Tak abih2 malas.. Malas sampai sepatutnye title blog tu kene tuka kepade High Heels, Hot Wheels and Babies sebab baby I dah 2 orang.  And sepatutnye tambah muke Aariz dalam gambar tu... Tak patut Mommy ni lah malas sebegini rupa. Aariz dah nak setahun dah bulan depan.. Maknyenye sudah setahun Mommy tangguh... Kalo Aariz tau mesti dia kecik ati cebik2 nangis2 pejam mate sekuat hati smpi keluar air mate nye, tapi Mommy suke muke tu.. Cembeng yang comel.. ;) Oklah demi menebus rase bersalah, maka Mommy akan google sekarang jugak layout baru. Moga-moga dengan layout baru, Crown M itu Mommy bleh pass ke orang lain.. Tanak dah malas-malas... Tak bagus! 

 Mommy saje kacau Aariz... Hihihi...

His first year...

A dream come true...

 Newborn

 Jaundice

New bouncer ;) I sneak out during my confinement to buy him this! ;P

Bath time

First trip @ 2 months old 

Celebrating Mommy and Babah 2nd Anniversary @ Cameron Highland...

Sangat good boy dalam car seat! 

Yelah time ni kecik lagi... ;P

Sejuk kat Cameron pakai baju 5 lapis! 

 Sleepy

Meniarap - 3 months ;)

Suke betul bile nak mandi...

 Focus!

Pooh Mommy

Chubby!

First time demam

First time warded

Unwell

 Mastering crawling skill at hospital.. Macam anak kucing pun ade.. ngeee...comel...

Mommy addicted to Zaim!

Handsome di hari raya

 Air liur memang champion!

First time naik walker

Alololo...

Most favorite photo! 

 First time kene botak...

 Cian dia motak..

Berkilat.. silauuu

Antara sebab Zaim walk @ 10 months.. hehe

Approaching 1 year...

Mommy rindu berderai-derai airmate tengok gambar Zaim mase baby... Cepatnye Zaim dah besar.

Mommy's confession - Counting down to Zaim's birthday party...

It's not the first time am throwing a party for my son.
But this is the first time I handle it all by myself, of course with big help from Bie. 
Also, this is the first time, I do it at my own house.
That's why I cant help feeling a bit worried and nervous.
Selalunye apebila terase ade perasaan begini memang kepade blog la saya mencurah perasaan...
 
I had done the party bag. Homemade party bag. Sempat lagi tu kan... walopun last minute heheh..
Idea from me, design by Bie. Comel gilerr.. Acehhh perasan laks.
I had ordered food and bought simple deco.
Deco harus la simple supaya senang nak kemas balik and it should not break the bank okey!
Itu adelah rules you must follow..  I mean to those who kopak like me lah.. hahaah...
It just that I need some people to help me to blow the balloons. Any volunteer? ;P
I had ordered birthday cake as well.
I had borrowed tableware from my mom. Tables as well..

Carpet also borrowed from my mom in law...
I dont have big carpet...
It's not good for baby sebab berhabuk kan..
dan ketiadaan carpet akan menyenangkan maid mencuci rumah.
Anak-anak saya memang baik, selalu sepahkan rumah with toys and foods... ;)
Nasib maid saya sabar dan ringan tulang walaupun selow melow skit buat kerja. 
Jadi saya memang tak suke carpet. Sebab tu pinjam mak punye.
Dia ade banyak lagipun...
Ape salahnye kan?

Hahah.. Sume pinjam.. Tak malu kan! ;P
Rumah kami masih status gua berdengung... ;P
I meant it.. Jangan terkejut tauuu...

Bought World Cup jersey as well. You all dah ade blom? Heheh..
I'm with Germany team! Dont ask why.. hahaha...

Photographer adelah kawan sendiri yang sgt berbakat.

Invitation pun sudah. 


Is there anything else that I missed out?

Seriyes nevessss... Kenapeee...
Adekah sebab langsir sliding door saya senteng?
Ready made curtain tak match la ngan tinggi sliding door saya...
Tak ape lah kan?

Dupdapdupdap macam nak amik result SPM... Ngeeee...
You all datang tau!

I read an article from internet, and glad to read these 2 points.

"Forget the food and the decorations. It's not that they don't matter, it's that they don't matter very much."


"The people. That's what's going to make a good party.  Interesting people who are having fun and interacting in a relaxed way, that's a good party."


Nervous ini tidak harus actually. I know... Seolah-olah mau kawin kan anak pulak... 
"Wake up Mommy. Ini adelah birthday party lah... Not my wedding..." says Zaim..
Hahah berangan je lah Zaim bleh cakap mcm ni to comfort me... Kekekekek ntah hape-hape..

Party time ;)

Yes, Zaim is turning 3! 

And again yes, forgive his Mommy who always be last minutes...

Finally, Mommy and Babah ready to throw a party for him. 

;)

Here, I would like to invite all readers to come and join us at World Cup party to celebrate Zaim's 3rd birthday.

Sunday

27 June 2010

3pm-7pm

Don't forget to wear your favorite team's jersey okay?

Please email me your hp no or email address so I can send the invitation. 

"baidzurah@gmail.com"

See you there! ;)

Sapu... Sapuuu..

Ke tepi skit, nak sapu skit sawang-sawang ni... Mak aihhh... sebulan sudah tak update... Byk gile nak update tapi ntah la mcm-mcm hal lah skg ni... I rinduuuu u all huhuh..

Dah lame tak tulih blog... Tak tau dah cemane nak mule... Silly me.. Hahaha..

Am currently planning nak buat birthday party for Zaim this coming 26 June..
Kebetulan hari Sabtu.. Cun dah date tu...
Sempat lagi ke ek? Tak buat ape lagi pun ni...;(
Terase teruk lak Mommy ni...
Busy sangat sampai tak sempat nak prepare ape lagi...

Plan to have theme World cup... Kan skg tengah demam bola... Hehehe...
Kalo tak buat rase tak best... Mesti kene buat jugak...
World cup bukan selalu beb.. heheh.. 
Sempat ke tak ni... Adehhh...

Kalo ade Superman bleh tolong bawak Mommy terbang, skg jugak Mommy prepare brg2 party huhu..
Unfortunately, Superman Mommy sedang busy di office dengan 1001 masalah office..
Takpe maybe Mommy yang perlu jadi Superwoman di sini..
I will try my best to get things done by this week...
Hopefully Superman mommy ade sekali by my side, baru seronok...
Alah.. cakap jelah nak manje-manje.. Ngade je.. Hahaha


Tapi kan.. actually, rumah pun still blom lengkap untuk terima guest beramai-ramai...
Ke patut buat kat umah mak je ni? Yang ni pun satu hal gak ni...
Ok tak kalo buat party tapi rumah kosong hahahah macam kenduri la pulak... Ngeee...
Gasaklaaa.. 

Haihh.. pening pale Mommy lah... ;(

Mother's Day This Year...

I didn't even realized this special day was coming last week until I received text from Bie wishing me 'Happy Mommy's Day'... It's more than enough for me to feel special ;)*LOVE*

We spent our weekend at PD, with Bie's officemates. Am the only wifey yang ikut since Bie the only one who married and got kids. Yang lain sume single lagi you... Tak berape nak best coz tade geng mak mak ni kan... Hahah... Tapi sib baik diorg sume rajin melayan Zaim and Aariz.. ;P There, Zaim and Aariz had a great time swim at pool and beach... Standard la tu meraung kalo Mommy ajak balik... But tak berape nak puas mandi because asyik hujan je mase kat sane... Takpelah nanti ade time kite pergi holiday lagi ye... ;)

Btw, talking about Mother's Day, hati ini betul2 tersentuh. Awal tahun aritu, I lost mygrandma - my mom's stepmother. It was unexpected since she was healthy and suddenly gone in just few hours. That morning, when she woke up from sleep, dia kate dia mimpi ade orang tumbuk dada dia. Sakit sangat katanye, then terus dia batuk2 non-stop muntah darah and terus koma. That evening jugak, she gone forever. =(

Aariz with Embah Esah - 1st Hari Raya 2009

And last weekend, when we were on the way back home to KL from PD, I received a call from my mom saying that my other grandma - my dad's mother, is critical. She is suffering lung cancer and now it had spread to her brain. One of her lung pun dah hancur. So it's hard for her to breath... Ya Allah... I cant imagine how she struggle to breath... So we rush back to Johor to visit her on Monday. Sedih, sayu sgt bile tengok dia terbaring kat katil tu. Selalunye, bile my family and I sampai ke kampung, tak kire pukul berape pagi, Embah mesti akan sambut, cepat-cepat pakai serkup... Then akan di peluk cium semua cucu-cucu cicit-cicit... I still remember her smile... Memang happy dapat jumpe sebab kitorg jarang jugak balik ke Johor, setahun 2 kali je... Then dia akan buat teh o panas... and hidang ape2 makanan utk kitorg... Kalo raye, wajib makan serunding daging and ayam kicap dengan ketupat. Kalo waktu tido, Embah akan selimutkan kami semua... Tak pernah sekali Embah tak selimutkan aku... Ya Allah, rindunye aku...

Tapi bile sampai semalam, she didn't even realized kitorg sampai. My brother said, dia baru je tido, so I decided to not disturb her... Then when she woke up, I hold her hand, sembang-sembang.. Mengalir airmata dia, telling me, dia sakit. tak baik-baik.. Nak nafas susah, ade kahak and all... Ya Allah, memang rase nak gugur airmata ini tengok dada dia berombak kuat, sepenuh tenaga cuba bernafas, berkerut-kerut dahi dia bile terbatuk. Mulut dia tak berhenti henti beristighfar kalimah Allah... Dia mintak untuk bangun, and minum. Sempat jugak aku sua kan teh o untuk dia... Sedih memang sedih. Raya haritu Embah kuat lagi buat bangun melayan kami ... Tapi skg lemah selemah-lemahnye... Berat hati nak balik KL but I have no choice... Tangan and pipi dia aku cium sepuasnye, doa aku supaya Allah kurangkan sakit yang dia rasa... =( I had to go, sebab Bie ade meeting so kene stay Johor for few days and I have to go back KL with my mom...

Last raya aku hanya sempat amik gambar my boys with them. I lost one and I am just too scared to lose another one..

 Aariz and Zaim with Embah Johor - 2nd Hari Raya 2009

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Just received a call from my sis, my grandmother just passed away this evening.
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Aariz and Zaim demam panas. Bie still on his way back home from Johor - 3 days meeting.
I can't leave my boys here. Nak bawak balik kg Johor pun tak bleh. They still tired and they are not well.
Bie too must be tired to drive to Johor again...

Ya Allah.

Terkilan nye rase tak dapat jenguk Embah buat kali terakhir... How I wish I can stay longer that day, so I can be with her...

Alfatihah... Semoga roh Embah dicucuri rahmatNya dan ditempatkan dikalangan mereka-mereka yang beriman. Amin...

Anyway, Happy Mother's Day to all Mommy in this world.
I never mention to Zaim about the Mother's day thingy, coz I think he is too small to understand this. But he really made my day, when out of sudden, he gave me a kiss on my cheek when we was on the way back home from PD.  Sangat tiba-tiba tau dia curik2 kiss me! Awwww.. Then I ask him "Why u kiss Mommy?" Dia cakap, Zaim sayang... =) The greatest gift I had this year! Sayang Zaim jugee... ;)

Gift from Aariz, hmmm, skg amat manje ngan Mommy. Kalo ade Mommy adelah big No No to others termasuk Babah and Bibik... Siap geleng pale you... Melekat macam Koala! Cayang Aariz juge!

Greatest gift from dentist, she set me free... Yeah, I had say GoodBye to my braces ;)

Tapi tak best sungguh pakai retainer itu... Huerggghhhh...