I have few things in mind

• Lose weight – at least 15kg... after i find it so hard to shop for clothes, especially jeans. yeah... i admit... from S size girl i turn out to be XL women... it's so annoying when people keep highlighted my weight as topic of the day... even my doctor personally ask me to cut down my weight.
• Vacation - where beach is mandatory. at the moment Redang is on top of list.
• Zaim’s first birthday party… how time flies… I still remember me screaming like hell in the labour room, few months back.
• New sneaker – I like Coach one in Ebay but I lost the bid…
• Roll-off from TXU project - my project manager annouced there will be 15 people will be roll-off from this project end of this month. i hope im on their list. i actually enjoy this project, eventho it so stressfull, working like 7-11, nite shift, 2 shift a day, (sound like minah kilang kan?... but im not. =P ) the thing is i just need a break. mind you, i have 15 days carry forward leave balance last year. which means, i hardly take leave. and now is already june. and i have 22 days unused leave. so u can imagine how desperate i am to apply leave? maybe i can tell my boss, i am willing to stay in this project provided they allow me to take leave at least 1 week. deal? =P
• Wash my car – Hubby so busy lately and he's not well too.. Poor thing dear.. =( i volunteer to go carwash myself but dont dream. He wont allow me to go out alone... I can only drive alone to office... That's him. Other than that, he always be my bodyguard. Hmmm.. maybe i can wash my car at home. Like the sexy gal wash the car with short jeans, play with the sponge and bubble.... kehkehkeh... if only i have long leg... =P
• buy baju raya @ euromoda - is it too early? last year, i was so excited to celebrate hari raya but then end up i spend half of ramadhan in hospital. and know what, i only have chance to prepare all raya stuff on the last day of ramadhan including buy baju raya. so this year, i cant help to buy it early. can i?

Hmmm.. these past few days, i have a very weird nightmare. i dont remember the chronological, but it include:

1. a thief want to break my house, eventho i warn him i will call police,
2. fighting with mom in-law, LOL
3. choosing few kain in euromoda for my wedding.. hmm is it my wedding or the heroin in my dream.. i cant remember...
4. what else.. hmm that's all i can recall.

i wonder all these is because i have many things in my mind?