Ramadhan Update

Today is day 22 of Ramadhan, but I only managed to fast for 2 days and most probably the number will not increase till end of Ramadhan… =(  Actually all doctors that I met, Prof Hashim, Dr. Hazim and Dr. Zaynurah would have preferred if I do not fast at all this year. But I was given an option too, in case I still want to fast, I should fast on alternate days. ( Eh in case you wondering apesal ramai sgt doctor merawat saya, nanti kite citer tang ni eh..)

Btw, the first day went well, complete with terawih at surau. Memang happy! So semangat to continue for day 2. Lupe dah patut buat alternate day. Nak jadi cerite.. after buka, sakit kepala yang amat! Dah la keje tengah banyak and am the only one developer for that project. Cuti memang tak possible. I spent the whole night lying on my bed. Alhamdulillah, still bleh work the next day tapi work from home jelah atas katil. Langsung tak boleh bangun. Bangun je terus rase kepala berdenyut-denyut, dizzy and all. And it took 4 days for me to recover. =( Kebetulan ade check up at Klinik Kesihatan that week… I was surprised to know that I lost 2kg and my HGB drop from 12.8 to 10. My lips were all cracked, chapped and bleed.. Wajib sungguh kene marah with nurse and doctor… =S Nasib tak kene tahan ward… Insaf tanak degil dah.. Ngeeeee… Maka bermula hari itu, saya ponteng puasa…=S

As for Zaim, he successfully fast for 12 days pastu demam panas pulak… Alhamdulillah, he recovered after 4 days on antibiotic. But Mommy tak bagi lah dia continue puasa walaupon dia dah sihat… Nanti nak raya demam lagi, susah pulak kan.. Afterall he’s only 6 and he did better than me this year hahaah… Next year kite try lagi ye Zaim.. ;S

And this year, Aariz has been introduced to concept of fasting. He is now able to understand lil bit about Ramadhan.

Mommy: Aariz, puasa tak arini?
Aariz: Puasa! ;)
Mommy: Puasa tu ape?
Aariz: Puasa tu, tak bleh makan. Kalau tak puasa, boleh makan.
Mommy: Tu.. Aariz makan nasi tu.. tak puasa la tu.. ;P
Aariz: Puasaaaala Mommmmyyyy… tapi Aariz kecik lagi.. boleh makan.. hehehe… Mommy puasa tak boleh makan sebab Mommy dah besar… Haihhh Mommy…. Mommy… (geleng-geleng pale)
Mommy: LOL

Okay okay.. you win lah Aariz.. ;P

At nite pulak, we both seboleh-boleh bawak boys pergi terawih except mase Zaim demam. My boys kadang-kadang behave solat especially Zaim. Maybe sebab dia dah biase. Dulu kecik-kecik main jugak lah.. Tapi Aariz kadang-kadang baik, kadang-kadang kacau Zaim solat.. Kadang-kadang jugak, abis main lari-lari.. Kadang-kadang nangis ajak balik… Ade time terpakse Babah solat sorang-sorang kat luar surau sebab tanak Aariz kacau jemaah lain. But takpelah, lama-lama nanti dia faham lah. Lagipun tadela bising sampai Mommy dengar kat area Muslimat. Kire okay la kan.. Kene sabar skit lah.. Lucky surau at our house area ni kid friendly jugaklah. Ade jugak jemaah lain yang akan sama-sama solat with Babah kat saf belakang. Bising skit-skit tu, memang diorg tak kisah. Cume kalau bising sgt, selain Babah, nanti adela pakcik-pakcik yang tolong tegurkan suruh diam. Tapi ade surau yang tak bagi langsung kids dtg surau sebab main-main =( So sad kan… Pernah datang sekali kene marah then terus Babah bawak balik diorg. Memang kami tak dtg dah la surau tu.

Kesan dari hari-hari pergi terawih, Zaim pulak tak biase kalau tak pergi sehari. Dia yang request nak pergi surau lepas baik dari demam. And ade satu time tu, kitorg plan bawak boys tengok movie at nite, so terawih kat rumah je.. Dah kene bebel ngan Zaim sebab tak pergi surau. So btau dia, sebenarnye bleh je nak terawih kat mana-mana pon.. ;)

Eh panjang pulak cerita. hihi...stop sini dululah eh.. ;)

 

Nway, selamat berpuasa, beribadah and mencari Lailatulqadar. ;)